Coming out to you

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i So... guess I'm coming out again. But this time, I'm pretty sure I'm non-binary? I don't know... I just kinda forget I'm a girl sometimes. I'll look at my girlfriend and be like "Aw, she's so cute and I love her and I can't wait for all of my family to know of her existence" and totally forget I'm a girl dating a girl and some people think that's "not normal".

But I definitely know I'm not transgender because I've never felt masculine, but i guess I've also never felt feminine really either. I guess she/her pronouns will work with my friends and family and stuff, since I'm not ready to come out yet. I'm not really confident with my gender identity, but I know I like they/
then pronouns.

About names; right now I'll just keep using my birthname, Kaylen. But I also like Alex, or maybe Malek... I dunno, maybe I'll go by a different name later on.

Also, speaking of my (edit: now ex lol she a HOEEEEEE) girlfriend... she's gay, and I don't know how she'll react if I tell her I'm non-binary. I'm still gonna present as female, but it might cause problems in our relationship. Whatever, for now imma stay in the closet with my collection of band shirts.

So... am I non-binary? Yes. Do female pronouns still work? Only because I'm too much of a pussy to come out. Am I out to anyone but the internet? HELL NO

Now since I don't really know how to end this, here's something random off my camera roll:

Now since I don't really know how to end this, here's something random off my camera roll:

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