Where have you been (pewdiepiexreader)

Can't go back

Im in the party to see many, many gamers. I saw Y/N, but I was angry at her for some reason. Because blaming people, I guess, makes you feel better. I really shouldn't blame her. Then I saw Marzia, I got so nervous. My hands started to get all sweaty, but I built up the courage to walk up to her, "Marzia.." I say, she turned around. "Felix? " she snarled, "Toby said you weren't coming." She said, angry and confused. "Look, Marzia. I didn't mean to hurt you.. I was so stupid, please, I'll leave you alone if you want me to, but please forgive me.." "Okay, Felix, I forgive you, I just don't know if I should trust you or not." She said looking down. "I was drunk Marzia! Sorry," I apologized from my sudden outburst. "That's fine." She said, I sighed "But anyways I don't know if I should actually trust you, your just gonna go off and have sex with some other girl and probably make her pregnant!" She said. "I won't do that again. But I'll wait for you.." I said walking away. I sat down on a chair, thinking about what Ive done to Y/N and Marzia, how could I? How could I be so stupid?!