Chaotic Nights (ON HOLD)

7| Drugs

DRUGS

I swallowed the small pill of ecstasy
Feeling so dizzy by the air of fantasy

This was the way I escaped from reality
For the bitter truth had took my sanity

Nobody cares for my ghostly presence
In their hatred eyes, I had no existence

Late at night, I was a 'dark shadow'
In my heart, I felt nothing but a hallow

I was lonely without a beacon of light
For the hallowness kept me up all night

Just tonight, I wished for a true friend
Who could stay beside me till the end

There are no lights but a pitch darkness
They left the town with my happiness

I'd told myself that everything was okay
Drinking these pills was the only way

To heal all my wounded scars and pain
For I felt the sharp needles and chains

Everyday, I broke down and torn apart
All the way to my already fragile heart

These tears had rolled down to the floor
I cried for I felt no 'true love' anymore

My life was a hell of fucking mess
I'd drowned into the deep of sadness

I felt lost in these big vehement waves
Pulling my soul into the chaotic caves

In the blurry paths and hard riddles
I was stuck in the unknown middle

My eyes are full of overdosed euphoria
These sleepless nights, I felt insomnia

Call me insane but that was my name
Every second, I got myself to blame

This is how the pills made me feel
My heart felt a cold of an icy steel

Life goes up and down like wheels
I was at the bottom, for me it kills

Lately, I had enough of this wild ride
In my hands, I had ropes to suicide

For I was on top, there's nothing to brag
I was about to die along with the drugs

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October 19 2019 (310 words)

A/N: To be honest, I haven't tried to use drugs ever in my whole life and I would never do it. But here in the poem, I wrote it. I don't know why drugs leads everyone, especially, teenagers to do suicide and death nowadays. It's kinda scary.

Anyway, using drugs are not the solution to our problems in life. Though it can make things even worse like death and suicide. We shall pray to God above to help us and guide us to better the path.

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