Love Downfall

The Unthinkable

Chassidy

Hugging my family goodbye it's now 8pm. Thinking in my head, I need a drink I call Dior.

Bitch where tf u at. I need a drink

I'm with Tay right now. Where u at

Leaving my parents house. Fuck u doing there?

Well I needed my soul snatched and Jay out with the guys. So she helped me out *she started laughing*

Eww ya thot ass. Well nvm. *hanging up the phone* I sat in the car tryna figure out some shit. Fuck it I'm going home.

Driving home in silence just thinking... My parents really moving hours away. Should I just move with them, ugh it's too much. Finally pull up at home.

Walk in kick my shoes off and go up to the room. As I'm sitting on the bad just started talking to myself "How would Stephon feel if I moved." Ima ask him.

I ran my shower took my clothes off and got in the shower.

25 mins later

I get out the shower dried off the lotion down my whole body. Then dozed off. It's now after 1am I hear my doorbell. I usually ignore it if you don't call before you come.

Get out the bed *sucking my teeth* as I'm walking to the door I hear Stephon being extra loud " I know this nigga not drunk"

Are u serious, coming here drunk as fuck *yelling* he walked in I slammed the door. You can sleep down here tonight. He know I hate it when he's out drunk. He act like a baby.

So I walked back upstairs and got in the bed, here come Stephon. What yo

Why u treating me this way. Just love on me "he said" he begging can he stay upstairs. I told him I don't care.

We both laying in the bed and he started kissing me, I pushed him away. I wasn't in the mood. He kept throwing his self on me so I started to really get mad. I looked him in his eye. I got this strange feeling. I knew something was up.

he never act like this, I start panicking. "Ugh stephon no stop" NOOO I'm scared at this moment. Stephon grabbed me and punched me in my face and said SHUT THE FUCK UP CHASSIDY.!

*I starts crying* louder and louder.  All I know is he covered my mouth with his hands, and stared stripping me. *I'm shaking historically* moving my head from side to side. All I'm thinking is, this isn't my boyfriend its not him. I wanna know what gotten in to him.

He forced his self on me, I can't believe he's raping me, he didn't use protection so I'm like, *my life is over* 20 mins go by........ he removes his self from me and I feel paralyzed can't move. I'm in a lot of pain. Idk what to do at this moment. I'm starring at him while he get dressed he looked at me kissed me on the forehead and said "I Love You"  I'm saying in my head, "this a dream, I know it is" so after he left I laid In  the bed for 5 minutes. Then got up, I got up and felt very weak, I looked. around everything got blurry, then collapsed. !