Rue POV
"It's just like my dreams." I say to Jules.
"What's like your dreams."
"My dreams of you getting mad at me."
"Well I'm mad at you for messing with your fucking life!" Jules belted.
And as I listened to her rant, I stared emotionless at the ceiling. I wanted God to throw me down in hell right now for all the shit I was doing to myself and my family and Jules. Gia was my main concern because I really messed it up for her. She already lost her dad and now she's gonna lose me.
I was so caught up in my own thoughts I didn't even realize Jules was gone. I looked around desperately and came to see my mother in the doorway.
"I can't keep doing this Rue." She said.
"I know mom."
"And you'll be in this hospital for a long time until I get you in a rehab institution where you can stay."
"Mom-"
"I don't wanna hear it Rue. Gia can't keep seeing you like and I can't either. I'm tired. . . I'm so tired Rue." Mom cried. I felt the guilt in my throat and I hated that I wanted drugs right now. I needed to clear my head but I couldn't have any drugs.
"I'm leaving. Don't try anything reckless." She kisses me on my forehead and walks out.
Leaving me in my thoughts.
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Us Forever ( A Rue & Jules Love Story From Euphoria) BOOK 1
RomanceJules comes back from leaving and meets Rue again. Rue is back in rehab from overdosing again. Jules thought she was coming to a healthy Rue but everything has changed and Rue isn't who Jules thought she was. Rue who is madly in love wants to prove...
