How To Not Fall For You (Completed)

I will be your will to live

I'm backkkkkkk 

Enjoy!

"Carter wait up"

"I have to be somewhere Mason"

"Really where" he asked 

We both knew I had nowhere to be I just didn't want to talk to him since I slipped up this morning and said something that wasn't meant to leave me lips

"Come with me to my house we need to talk and don't give me some bullshit excuse your coming if you like it or not"

I have never seen him mad before I will say that it was hot

Since I was tired I just went with him to his car on the way there he made no move to talk to me which was not like him but I could tell he was deep in his thoughts and I didn't want to bother him

When we got to his bedroom we sat in silence he was tense I could tell he wanted to say something but he was doubting himself

"Don't do it"

I looked at him and saw that he was looking at the wall in front of him I saw a tear roll down his cheek was he crying?

"Whatever you want to do or are planning on doing stop" he said but this time look me in the eyes at that point I broke down and told everything I was feeling at that moment

"I have nothing left my brother is gone my parents hit me it is just getting worse I have no one nobody loves me nobody cares about me, I have no will to live I have nobody who will love me"

"I will"

"What"

"If you have nobody to live for I will be that person I will be that person who will love you I will be your will to live Carter"

At this point I was sobbing I couldn't control it all this time I have had to hold my emotions in I had to be the tough guy the person who isn't weak I was so tired of being that person I just wanted to be free I wanted to have a shoulder to cry on I wanted to have someone who would hug be and tell me it will be alright I wanted to feel love and be loved by someone and that someone might just be...

Mason 

What's up it feels so good to be back!!!!

No facts today but go check out my other book called My one and only love and go show it lots and lots of love like you do with this story

Hope you enjoyed 

Until next time 

Bye loves<3