Dear Nayeon,
You wouldn't be able to see me at school again. Your dad forced me to move school so you wouldn't be distracted now that you're a better you.
I still think about you, Nayeon.
I still think about your cute bunny teeth whenever you smile.
I still think about your sparkly eyes whenever you see something you love.
I still think about the love you have for kids.
I still think about the times we would watch at night whenever your dad was away.
And as crazy this was, I still think about every word you said about me.
"You're annoying."
"You look handsome in that suit."
"Fuck off Jae, I don't need you."
"H-Hold my hand please.."
"Can't you see I'm busy? Go off you pathetic alien."
"Let's go to the playground again!"
"You lazy guy... seriously, you're paid to do your job but you don't even do them properly."
"Eek! Thank you!"
"Oh that useless gift? I threw it away."
My heart shattered when the gift---that you were excited to have---I gave you was thrown away by you.
I thought that gift meant something.
I guess that gift meant nothing.
