"I-i can explain!" San said, shaking his hands as his bit his lip. His Parents didn't know how he would explain all this, were they even right in judging him? "Then explain." His Father said as he walked over, sitting on the couch a bit far away from them as he was nervous and honestly scared of his Parents at the moment.
He hadn't seen them in so long and now they were asking him to explain things with disgusted faces?
"I-i go into a m-mind space. Like i act like a c-child for-for fun, i can't control it much. I need to have a caregiver to take c-care of me and i haven't had one for years now but I've g-got one now.... I-i'm sorry for disspointing y-you..." He said, stuttering out his words, at this moment tears were threatening to fall out of his eyes, he determined that it wouldn't happen but his eyes were already noticeably glossy; like there was a thin layer of glass on his eyes.
"Grow up!" His Mother said, standing up and pointing a finger at her son angrily. San looked at her with wider eyes than before, his tears were definitely going to fall. Not yet please.. He thought to himself, he didn't want to seem even more like a baby in front them.
He never thought his Parents would go all out like this and shout at him. There was an awful pain in his heart like someone just stabbed it with a horribly sharp knife. He just wanted them to leave.
"P-please.. Leave." He managed to mumble out, as his Mother was about to throw the pacifier. "Oh please. We will leave, but before we go i just want to tell you that you really need to grow up. I really thought you would grow up to be a grown man that takes care of himself, i didn't want you to be like this and neither does your Mother. You need someone to take care of you?! After all these years? Catch a grip, you're such a big baby." His Father shouted, taking his Wife by the arm and leaving the apartment without another word.
'you're such a big baby', The thoughts of his Fathers words rang through his head. Maybe he was right, he should grow up. He is a big baby. He is a disgrace. He is disgusting. That's all he thought he was now, the negativity was like a furious wave in the ocean, going overhead and drowning you in water, but this time it was drowning San in sadness.
"I should grow up. I fucking should." He said, standing up from the couch and running into the spare room, his toys all sat around, as they were when his parents decided to snoop; the toys on the floor, the plush animals eyes looked at him like they were telling him not to throw them out.
But that was exactly what he was doing.
He huffed once more and left the room just as he walked inside, going into the kitchen and opening a cupboard to get black rubbish bags and storming back to the room once again. He started at the front right corner, to the far left, to the back right, to the back left. He threw every single toy that was there in multiple bin bags, not caring anymore.
He just wanted them gone. His parents were definitely right in his opinion. He had even threw his favourite plushie in, the most iconic, warm, soft dog. Shiber.
After he got all the toys in the bag, he went into the kitchen and put about two bin bags in an empty bin and left the remaining one behind it. He didn't regret what he had done and he ran to his bedroom and fell onto his bed, turning into a muddle.
His life just went down hill in a matter of seconds. Crying he closed his eyes, falling asleep on a wet tear stained pillow.
He hoped that nothing else would go wrong.
But oh boy would he be in for a surprise soon enough...
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A/N: say hi to felix :( he's so precious like FUCk
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