Thoughts. I say im alright but I just want it to all end, not necessarily my life I know that at some point I won’t be lying when I say I’m fine I have my brother to guide trough life I have my family although I argue with my mum and we don’t always see eye to eye I would be lost without her and the two times I could have lost her always makes me remember that. It’s been nearly I year since that day my life could have changed and the worst thing I didn’t even know she was gone, a year on, the same show I was watching that day released a new season and I’ve been so excited but I couldn’t even bring myself to finish the first episode , all I could think about all I could hear was the door and the scrambling of my dad getting ready with police officers at my door, they say time heals but nothing will heal me from that day in November it will always be too early and fresh in my mind.
