Mistakes lead me

Secrets to tell ans care

Loooook I'm back and I'm going to try to be back with more updates I've just been really busy with life so I've been off this for a while but please do check out my new book (I know I never sit and finish a book but I promise I will try my hardiest to continue this one because I came back and read it and it's actually not that bad lol just bad grammar and more bad grammar to come )😍😍😍😍🥰😍😍😍😍😍😍

Conney's P.O.V

I was just sooooo in a lost sitting in the tub looking around the finally deciding to wash myself then slowly getting out drying off looking at myself in the mirror my figure did look pretty small least for a guy my figure looked quite good today which is rear for me to admire myself because I didn't like the way I look because honestly I looked to femme then I wish to be no wondering people never took be seriously or even feared me , but I brush the thought out of my head deciding to wear a half up half Down hairstyle putting on the clothes Xavier had giving me and I looked back in the mirror least I looked more like a guy wearing a ripped black nike shirt and some black short I took in a deep breath and the gathered my stuff off the floor taking one last look in the mirror noticing my scar on my face which was rather big but didn't sting as much leaving the bathroom turning the lights off. Coming back into Xavier's room sitting on the bed he was no longer in the room but I heard rambling going on in the hall I sat there waiting  till I heard the door open and seeing him with a small box curious to what it was till he came and sat next to me opening it up revealing bandages and cream. Taking them out then putting on some gloves and opening a packet of some typa medicine and I suddenly felt a slight sting on my face
"Ssssssssss aaaaaa" I hisssed at the stinging feeling on my face. Then he placed some cotton on the opened wound placing a band-aid on my face then cleaning up his mess getting up to put the equipment back I'm assuming then he cane back sitting back down on the bed next to me
It was silent for a moment then he spoke
"You alright.?" He asked me in a low deep voice causing a chill to run thru my body
"Yes I'm I'm good now thank you " I said softly looking up at him he was staring in my direction looking deep into my eyes I saw him slowly leaning closer then I got nervous backing up
"Well you you wanted to talk to me now I'm here so wassup Xavier.?" I quickly said trying to lighten the tension in the atmosphere
He was caught off guard realizing he was making me nervous with his close contact then he cleared his throat scooting away from me
"Ummm huuuh yeah I did I ummm well shit I just let me just talk about this deal we have going on I just wanted to lay down some rules and regulations ya feel me Ight okay first things first. I said I'll protect you in school which is fine but ion want you all up under me like some bitch Ight ." He gave me a serious glare giving me chills so I nodded my head to let him know I understood
" cool and  ion mind being nice but don't expect it to be all that because just don't play nice  because my attitude ain't nice and I'm not built like that got it ..?" He looked at me again I don't say anything to indicate for him to continue so he did
" and lastly this friendship or whatever you want to call it is on the low strictly no bargaining with that and if you brake any of these rules especially the last one I'll make sure everything will be a living hell for you and make sure you wish you were dead and never met me" his glare I swear was the devil but I soon let out a big sigh 😔 shaking my head
" well okay I guess that's reasonable enough but what happens if you brake any of the rules that are set for me..?" I asked wondering what his answer would be and for the first time I saw Xavier at a lost "well what do you want to happens if I bake em.?"
I wasn't really sure so I shrugged  my shoulder because I honestly don't know then an ideas popped in my head as a slow smile came across my face
"Well I'll let you know when you brake one" I said cocky but nervous
"Ight den suit yourself " it was then silent again  till he got up walking to his closet grabbing a few clothes then walked back to his dresser pulling out some boxers then walked into the bathroom
"Ayyy imma go wash I'll be back out in a bit just chill out for a minute watch tv" he said throwing a remote my way closing the door I sat there lost hearing the shower going on in the other room . So I just snapped the tv on and "Attack on titan" which was favorite so I sat back my whole attention drowning into the screen .
(10mins later )
The bathroom door slowly opened and I turn my head seeing a bunch of steam slowly escaping the bathroom and look to see Xavier wearing a skin tight gray Nike shirt and some black joggers and a small chain and black studs in his ear. ohhh wow did Xavier look like a whole snack but I had to keep my cool seeing him walk towards the  closet opening it up picking out some jet black Kd's . He was sliding them on then grabbed a huge watch from his dressers then he sprayed some callone which was on the dresser I could smell the cologne from across the room  it smelled soooooo good and manly sending a small shock thru my body . It was just enough to be intoxicating-but not overwhelming then I heard his deep voice  echoing thru the walls
" Ight ill be  Back throw some shoes on we heading out in a few " He was now sitting on the bed looking thru his phone then few minutes passed then he locked his phone getting up "Ight let's go" he said scaring me at the suddenness so I got up confused following him nervous and a tiny bit excited to see where he lead us ........

I know it's been a while but please stay tuned to see what happens next )❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰