Only Panicking

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Wonderfully sarcastic, attitude so drastic

This feeling... problematic.



Approaching so slowly...

 The feeling controls me?!

Ruled by my emotions, a systematic ocean,

Flowing to and fro, afraid to let him go...

No!



Hold onto false hope, a dwindling glimmer of light,

The spark that was once there, I can no longer find.

Don't worry, I'm fine,

Writing down the words, just to get them out my mind.

I'm scared, and worried, that he'll somehow hurt me,

not physically, but emotionally.

It's dangerous my emotions controlling...



How do I say it?

How do I tell him?

How can this end maturely without emotional pain?

Guess there's only one way to find out.




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