She sat besides the window... Gazing outside.
Her palms bleeding.
A broken glass in it.
"I'm not gonna hurt myself. "
She murmured to herself."No.
I promised him I won't do this. Never.
No matter what happens.Then why am I doing this now? Why am I holding this piece of death in my palms?
The one who once asked me to promise never to hurt myself, is the reason now, of my miserable pain.
He loves me. Yes, I so know it.
But does love always come with a tag of happiness.
I'm not so sure.It's a pity, I'm not able to live with him.
Distance has already done enough.
Even I can't stay apart.Sometimes, its both of us.
You're not wrong.
You're not right though .You both are on the same side, on the same boat,
Holding handsand may be that's the reason, the boat's gonna fall.
You take vows, you make promises
To keep each other happy ,
To see through their problems,
To understand them
To stay with them
To accept them in all disappointing times.But you don't keep your promises.
Though intentions pure ,
Time fades them awayYou still love me, I know that for sure.
But you forgot what I loved in you the most.
You were so precised .
And the kind of a man I always dreamt of.
Perfection touched your feet by then.
You prioritised me,
Even in the hardest times of the day.I loved your care,
Your embrace
Your touch
Your time
Your anger too sometimes .Things have changed now.
I feel u being a stranger.Now,
I love your mistakes
Your disregard
Your negligence
And Your gift of pain.
I have become a pessimistic
I am an insouciant now.
The one who doesn't care.I can't stay apart from you.
I don't wanna hurt us too,
As I know we love each other so much.So what am I gonna do now?
I will love you and will never complain, never ask for your time nor your priority.
I will just be with you .
May be one day, you will understand what I went through each day .
I'm still gonna love you.
I'm gonna step my foot on the broken pieces of glass, and
While it hurts, I'm gonna kiss you on your lips.With hope,
That some day, you'll notice the unspoken parts of me.
Some day. "
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