In love with my bestfriend H20Vanoss

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*Delirious' POV*
We walked in and I went over to Brock and sat down He was the only one who knew about my crush on Evan (Vanoss) He promised not to tell Evan or any of the guys not even Brian thankfully
Moo:Would you be with Evan if you had the chance?
Delirious:I mean I would but I don't think he's gay
Moo:Well I could find out for you-
Delirious:No! No it's uh it's fine
Moo:In my opinion You two would be great together
I smiled he smiled back and looked at Evan

*Moo's POV*
Moo:Would you be with Evan if you had the chance?
Delirious:I mean I would but I don't think he's gay
Moo:Well I could find out for you-
Then delirious cut me off
Delirious:No! No it's uh it's fine
Moo:in my opinion you two would be great together
He smiled and I smiled back and looked at where Evan and Brian were sitting and Evan was looking at delirious I smirked but went back to mine and Jon's conversation He knew about my crush on Brian but he promised to keep that a secret since I'm keeping his secret thankfully

*Vanoss' POV*
I kept looking over to delirious to make sure he was okay then I'd keep talking to Brian (Terroriser)
Terroriser:Ev would you confess your feelings to Delirious?
Vanoss:Yeah I would...would you confess your feelings to Brock?
Terroriser:Yep
He said popping the 'P' I nodded
Vanoss:Should we confess to them? Like right now?
He looked at me with wide eyes
Terroriser:Right now? Like at this very moment?
I nodded his cheeks turned pink
Terroriser:If you confess to delirious I'll confess to Brock
I then looked at Del
Vanoss:Hey delirious?
He looked at me with a small smile
Delirious:Yeah?
Vanoss:can I talk to you in private?
He nodded smiling I looked at Brian
Vanoss:Talk to Brock now
I whispered before me and Del went to my bedroom to talk (Not in a dirty way! XD)
Delirious:Whats up Evan?
I sighed and looked around before looking him in the eyes his beautiful blue eyes looking at me with curiosity I sighed again before speaking
Vanoss:i understand that you've had a hard time with your past relationship and you probably aren't ready for another relationship yet but I like you more then a friend....Jon I am in love with you...I've been in love with you forever and I will continue to be in love with you...I love everything about you from your beautiful blue eyes to your crazy laugh to your insanely cute smile and to your Weirdness...I love absolutely everything and that won't change...Even on your bad days I still think are you amazing and handsome...I also love your personality...You are an amazing person Jon and I do love you very much I would love for you to be my boyfriend I want to show you the real love that you deserve and I want to show you how much I am in love with you and how much I love you...but if you aren't ready I understand and I'll gladly wait for however long it takes....I know that I want to be with you and if you aren't ready for weeks or months I can respect that and understand...I'll wait for you Jon because I do want to love you and want to be yours...I want you to be the one I wake up to every morning and the one I go to sleep with...I want to have silly arguments then make up after...I want to roll over at 3 Am And kiss you and wrap my arms around you...I want to cook you breakfast and bring it to you in bed on Valentine's Day or on your birthday...I want to show you the love that I have for you...and even if you don't feel the same way I understand that and can respect it..but I just wanted you to know that I am in love with you and I do love you very very much...and I will love you forever and be in love with you forever
At this point Delirious was crying he smiled a little
Delirious:I am in love with you too Evan...I have loved you forever..But right now I'm not ready..what Alex done has wrecked me...I'm slowly healing as the days go by but...I'm not ready yet...and I'm thankful that you respect that and understand that I'm not ready for a relationship...Maybe one day I will be ready enough to be in a relationship with you...and I do feel sorry for making you wait but I'm healing right now but thank you for respecting me enough not to push me into a relationship with you...I am in love with you and I would love to be in a relationship with you but right now isn't the best time...I'm sorry Evan I'm not ready yet but maybe one day hopefully if you're still willing to I'll gladly be your boyfriend
He was still crying a little I smiled and wiped his tears and kissed his forehead
Vanoss:like I said Jon I'll gladly wait for however long it takes...because I know I would love to be with you so I'll wait
I smiled and he hugged me I hugged back and kissed his forehead again smiling he pulled away and smiled and kissed my cheek I smiled as we went back to the living room I sat down in my previous spot and he came over and sat beside me we were pretty much cuddling at this point but I didn't mind I kissed his forehead once again before my attention went to the tv as the guys played video games