"Jealousy was the first thing I've felt, love was the second and pain was the last"
In which Felix meets Changbin a mysterious guy who he thought was just an attention seeker.
This story mentions mental health, depression, suicide and self-harm.
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There are so many hidden things inside of me It made me change so much It put me to sleep, it tied my hands and feet It trapped me in a dark room
My heart that was cold as ice
It will be forgotten after I sleep
I want to escape from this pain that chains me down Someone wake me up From my soul that is filled with scars
I want to roll up the darkness And find you Though I can't touch you Or be held by you
You embraced even my lost feelings Helping me get up from being broken I'm trying not to let go of your hands I'm trying to erase the nightmares I'm trying so hard In this place where I trapped myself
What controls me Isn't what lives in me What can heal me isn't strong medicine It's just love The voice I hear in my ears Wakes me up from being lost After it wraps around me and kisses me It disappears and I can't see it anymore
Your voice that whispered I love you I hear it in my ears every day Where are you?
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🎵: auditory hallucination
Before we get started I wanted to say that the main ship is Changlix but please understand that the story is slow-paced so don't expect them to fall in love in the first chapter...
Warnings: This story mentions mental health issues such as depression, suicide and self-harm.
This is a work of fiction. The celebrities' names are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life!
