Basically I'm just saying what memorable things happened in this year :) enjoy
January: I had an actual mental break down (I'm not joking) and cut my bangs super short, they didn't look good whatsoever and I hate myself for that.
I spent New Years with my (non-genetical) sister Maegan. We also found out some pretty deep shit but that's for another time
February: This was Maegan's brothers birthday and him and my brother are like besties and he had a birthday party and I went. We all went to blazers fun zone
March: This is my birthday!! And this is also Maegan's birthday! I went to her birthday party at blazers and she just came over to have a sleepover. My closet friend Alex (who I was like in love with) hates me and said he never wanted to see me again.
April: I'm not lying when I say I have no idea what the fuck happened this month
May: My moms and besties birth month!! I gave my friend some dumb gifts and I cleaned the house as best as I could for her, she yelled at me
July: Me and one of my school friends (Kyle) started talking a lot more. I also got my hair cut short and it was amaaaaazzziiiiing!!
June: Pride month!! I was really lonely and wanted to ask out one of my friends, I couldn't bring myself to do it but whatever lol
August: Alex started talking to me again and we're cool again, we still don't talk like we used to and we never will but I stopped being on social media a lot except Snapchat.
September: My mental health got worse and I cried about my brother a lot
October: Halloween!! My favorite holiday! I was two things this Halloween but I couldn't be the one thing I wanted to be and my dad almost cried, my friend Kyle told me to never speak to me again and this is the same month I got a girlfriend
November: I was getting worse, I still am, my girlfriend broke up with me, I relapsed twice in this month and I don't want to again, the only thing pulling me through is one person, and a tv show. My brother kicked me and my nail, my REAL nail almost fell off, it didn't and it's healing good but it still hurts. I hate my brother and ever since the beginning of this stupid year I feel like my parent will get a divorce. I'm just ready to have this over with. Let's hope for December to be better, but it probably won't, oh also no one want to talk to me and I feel like everyone is avoiding me and Kyle texting me saying he's sorry but I can't talk to anyone else about this because no one will understand.
Long story short, beginning: bad middle: okay End: worse then the beginning
I hope everyone has had a better year and will have an even better 2020. Happy thanksgiving everyone :)
Also
ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
Before and after photos of the hair cut :) (Sorry I'm kinda ugly y'all I just love my hair)
