Poem and I

I tried

Staring at the stars
' They really shines '
Looking at my scars
I can't even count the lines

Staring at you, smiling
A gorgeous scenery
Clear to fading

The love I thought you still have for me

I'm trying to get over you
I tried to moved on
Yet I can't! I can't get through
I can't moved on

Can we just be together?
In any season
I'm in a storm, In a heavy weather
The pain you caused me is the reason

I found a new one
Maybe this is the way
I need to run
I need you to leave my mind each and every day

I tried
' I moved on ' I lied
I tried
' You moved on ' I cried

I tried to forget you, I tried
You forgot me, How?
You with your new one, I died.
Me with this guy, Will it be the same with you who I dreamed to exchange bows?

I tried
I knew it! It is my fault, It is me
I tried
We both knew it, We are not meant to be

I sleeped. I lay on bed
We slipped. This is our the end
I tried.
I'm tired.

~ Posteng Makata.