Mini's Updates

three years

ahaha, it's been three years. three years ago today I made this account. this isn't going to be a nice long post like last year, last year I got most of my feelings out regarding this account

I would like to greatly apologize for my recent absence

this year has been a shitstorm. my dad was in a wreck in May, I was stuck at my grandma's for five months and it felt like literal fucking torture, I'm.. still affected by all the shit she's caused and it sucks nobody in my family listens to me

the stay at my grandma's caused me to start scratching myself with scissors. I tried wrapping cords around my neck again knowing fully well it wouldn't do jack shit. of course, nobody I know is aware of this. they don't need to be

10th grade started, I got all my English credits, the first month of school wasn't great because I was at my grandma's, but this past month has just been fucking horrible

I literally feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown or something if things keep going the way they are. There's a girl in my class being.. really nasty to me and there's so much going on I don't know what to do

I need therapy but I can't get it right now. therapy is literally the only thing that's probably going to help at this point and it sucks

I just don't feel like coming online to write much at the moment with all of this going on. I'm really glad you guys are understanding about this. I'm not gonna go and be less active than I currently am, I just wanted to do a small explanation as to why I'm less active than last year

thanks for reading this.. kinda venty chapter. and thanks for staying with me this long, ahaha, I love all of you guys <33