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'listen Robert you know how much I love you its just the wedding OUR wedding does not seem like ours and when we got engaged I was so looking forward to spending the rest of our lives together and Lois is family but I can't deal with all this pressure and also I want to have a kid after im married so I say we get married before October thirteenth' his face was of pure shock and so was mine and from the porch table I picked up a small mahogany box tied with a yellow ribbon and I handed it to him he took of the lid to see a pregnancy tests and a photo from an ultra sound 'i didn't know how you would react so I found out a week ago and then just the thought of commitment ruined everything and it felt as if everything was crumbling and I-I-' I stammered as he bought me close towards his chest hushing me 'babe hows about we get married in two days time and only have it with the family we want there and then we can announce your pregnancy.' he said and I thought at this point he should have had a lightbulb above his head I quickly stood up and smiled as I left to go to the car but before that I had to be sick however after I was sick i got in the car and drove to a wedding dress shop I quickly rushed in and tried to replace this special moment of choosing a wedding dress I just told the employee 'white and ballgown, spaghetti straps and sweet heart neck line' all I wanted was for this wedding to be done with.

When the employee came with a buttload of white dresses I put the first one on and it was stunning however all the wedding details are slightly irrelevant all that mattered was the wedding and how I wanted to fit in my dress Robert wouldn't let me become a giant bride-zilla but I couldn't help it I bought cakes and hired a bar and a venue however Robert was out buying tuxedos and that's when I realized none of this mattered as long as we loved each other on my way home realized i needed to stop of at my office and that's what I did I walked through the glass door into an air-conditioned office filled with a variety of fake plants and succulents, in the distance I heard gunshots and all of the glass windows in my office had become grey in that moment I had realized that there was a raging fire leaping from floor to floor until it had reached mine the smell of smoke got closer to me and eventually I saw the fire peering from the corner so I went to the opposite corner I ran towards the water dispenser and pulled it close to me I was sat there surrounding myself with cups of water my hand was over my mouth as my vision turned into a haze I saw a figure then everything I saw turned black