round and round i go in an infinite loop of emptiness that gives me nothing but dizziness. i take the ride on this merry go around of unsettled emotions that i try deny ,no matter how much i try to outrun it. they are always there to remind that they own me. I'm a slave to sorrow, despair is my master and grief holds the whip.
lashing me with reality every time happiness smiles at me. her smile is bittersweet reminding me she's not my savior as she flickered and gone, leaving me in darkness tied to this ride . then hope came waltzing around, i reach out, fingers extended, thinking i could be freed. But hope is nothing but fool's gold and I'm nothing but a fool.
another reminder that What I need will never come and no matter how much I seek I won't find it. I'm still in the dark A dark void. A never ending dark void that consumes everything, and i know where it leads; i know where it takes me to the beginning...
