"WTF JISUNG CAN'T YOU FOCUS FOR ONCE YOU KEEP MESSING UP THE CHOREOGRAPHY I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW YOU GOT INTO THIS GROUP WHEN YOUR SOOO FUCKING LAZY!!!!" minho shouted at him jisung just looked down at his feet tears are ready to fall in his eyes
"I..i'm sorry hyu...hyung i..i'll..try to fo...focus mo..more"
"We don't need your fucking sorry we need you to be productive and not be some lazy shit" hyunjin said at him while pushing him jisung fell down on his butt and the tears started flowing out from his eyes
"Now don't give us that fucking tears of yours your a man then man up don't be such a child crying on small things" chan said while crossing his arms jisung nodded and stand up they practice again and jisung got the choreography right
"Hey guys wanna go to some restaurant to celebrate our incoming comeback" woojin said
Bunch of yeah's and cheers can be heard they all got out and when jisung is about to go out and come with them groans can be heard
"Arrrggg why is he coming he's so annoying he's just gonna ruin the mood" jeongin said while rolling his eyes
"Yeah...why don't you go practice some more so you don't look like a lost piece of shit when we are dancing and look at you can't you lose some weight you're already to fat" seungmin said while smirking
"O...okay..hyu..hyungs have fun" jisung said while looking down tears flowing down on his cute chubby cheeks they all got out but he was surprised when he saw a hand on his shoulder
"Sungie don't mind them they're just stressed out about the comeback don't worry i'll bring you some food when we got home okay?"
"Fe...felix you don't have to do that the members will hate you also when they saw you with me"
"Don't mind them baby okay?..." felix said while wiping the tears out of jisung's eyes
"O...okay" jisung blushed at the nickname felix gave him then he blushed more when felix kissed his forhead
"Bye...."
"Bye lixie"
Felix run to catch up on the other members while jisung got inside and got to their bathroom he search for the thing he is looking for and when he found it he smiled
It's a blade
Jisung put the blade on his wrist and let it cut his skin
'You're so pathetic'
One cut
'Your so fat'
Another one
'No one will love you felix is just pretending'
And another cut
'You will never be as good as the other members'
Another cut
'You should just die'
And one final cut
He smiled while tears are flowing down his cheeks he watched in satisfaction as he saw the blood dripping from his wrist he washed it and got out he practiced and practiced until the morning came he got back to the dorms and open it no one is awake because it's still 3 am he got on his shared room with hyunjin but when he tried to open it it's lock he sigh and just rest on the sofa his stomach growled but the voices in his head prevent him from eating so instead of just eating he just drink one glass of water and got back on the sofa and he fell asleep
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That's the first chapter i hope you like it and felix is the only one who is good at jisung because he saw how thin he was and kept touching his wrist
Here have some cute picture of jisung to brighten up your day❤
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