'GOODBYE' ||han jisung x straykids||

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                                                   《FELIX》

(Felix's POV)

I woke up feeling very happy i'm ready to treat my baby jisung to the park,mall give him the things he wants

I stretch and got up heading straight to the bathroom

I felt something weird like something is not right the dorm is very quiet

I shrugged it off and continue my morning routine, i got out of the bathroom to get some clothes when i noticed a black envelope on my bedside table

I looked closer to it and saw it was from jisung

Confused i pick it up and opened it

From: sungie squirell

I smiled at the nickname he gave himself

To: lixie♡♡

Lix....by the time you are reading this i'm already gone...where...i don't know just faraway from the dorm i don't know when will i comeback or will i ever comeback....i'm sorry lix i caused you a lot of trouble...i know hyung that you are just pretending to be good to be me....it's okay now you don't have to pretend to like me ....lix the time.....the time we spent together is what keeping me up from ending it all thank you so much lix i'm sorry for being a burden to you i know everyone wants me to go to be gone so i........granted everyones wish now everyones happy right....? Any way i love you so much lix forever♡♡

I was shocked when i finished reading the letter is he....is he really gone...i can't believe it....does he....does he really think that way i lean my body to the wall and sat down

"Aarrggghhhh i hate myself....i hate myself if it is'nt because of me this would'nt happen i fucking hate myself.....why jisung....why?" The last part came as a whisper

Why does he think that he is'nt a burden to me he's the most precious person

Is he really saying the truth....maybe....maybe he's just outside wandering around the city....yeah...maybe that's true

I fastly wear my clothes and got out heading to jisung's room when i opened the door everyone is there already crying....holding each other

I walked closely to them and i can't take it anymore

"Hyung...is he....is he really gone" i ask

"I'm sorry felix but it's true jisung is really gone"

I cried...but a sudden anger came rushing up to me i stand up and glared at them

"YOU!! ALL OF YOU THIS WOULD'NT HAPPEN IF YOU TREAT JISUNG RIGHT!!! HE WOULD'NT BE GONE IF IT WAS'NT FOR ALL OF YOU...YOU MADE HIM FEEL USELESS....ALL OF YOU MADE HIM FEEL LIKE HE'S A BURDEN....HE'S A HUMAN TO YOU KNOW!! HE HAS FEELINGS HE CAN GET HURT...ALL OF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HE'S GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW!!!AND NOW HE'S GONE WHO FUCKING GOD KNOWS IF HE'S GONNA COMEBACK OR NOT"

I burst into tears after i said all of that

"Well you treat him as a peace of shit too no need to blame everyone cause you treat him like that as well" hyunjin whispered

But i heard it clearly

"You don't know what you're saying hyunjin...i'm just afraid you will pick on me that's why i did it but i fucking apologize to him atleast i still treat as a fucking human"

"WERE ALL AFRAID FELIX" hyunjin shouted

I get closer to him and pick him by his collar

"GUYS!! IT'S NOT TIME FOR YOU TO BE FIGHTING AND SHIT JISUNG IS GONE AND WE CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT IT IT'S FOR HIS OWN GOOD WERE ALL AT FAULT HERE NOW SIT YOU'RE ASS DOWN AND WE WILL TALKED THIS SHIT OUT" Woojin hyung shouted

We all take a sit

"Guys jisung left a tape in here i think we should all watch this" minho hyung said while showing as a CD

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Thank you guys for you're support on this story i love you guys sooooo much

Anyways congratulations for our new couple

HEECHUL♡MOMO

I'm so proud of them and for all those who hated the couple because heechul is too old for momo f you heechul is a good person and if momo chose to date him you don't have a say on this!!

And here have some of the best collaboration of the year NCT DREAM AND STRAYKIDS

And for those who stan oneus

Look at this cuties♡♡♡

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