'GOODBYE' ||han jisung x straykids||

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Bold - straykids members/JYP
Underlined italics - jisung

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(Third person's POV)

After they all calm down everyone stand up and head up to the living room to watch the CD jisung left

The dorm is very quiet except for the sniffles

They all sat down and minho put the CD on the dvd player

They all saw jisung sitting there (a/n :barbeque sauce on my tiddies okay i'll stop) tears in his eyes but he was smiling but his smile lost the sparks his smile is so empty they all focus on the TV while jisung spoke

"Hi if you ever found this maybe i'm not by your sides anymore i'm somewhere where you can't find me i'm sorry that i dissapoint you all that i did'nt met all of your expectations i'm sorry that i can't be as perfect as all of you are i'm sorry because.....i'm jisung guys did you remember when i was sleeping in the couch and you pushed me down and you said all those hurtful things i ran away i got into the park and cried to myself because i know all the things all of you have said to me is true right? It was dark when i walked home then some...someone g-grab me i-i-i was so help-less i thought he was going to kill me then he started to strip he tied me up and....threaten me with-a-a knife i couldn't move then he proceeded to touch me to the places where i don't want to be touched he - he raped me -- he fucking raped me i don't know what to do he left me there lifeless i thought that maybe i deserve that maybe i deserve to be raped i wore my clothes then got home i opened the door and saw felix when he hugged me i flinched the memories of that guy touching me i replaying in my mind i hugged back i don't want felix to be mad at me i got straight to the shower and rubbed my skin so hard that it turn red i feel so dirty so so dirty i dried myself and pull out my razor there i cut myself so many times i have done that many times i don't want to burden you by saying that i have depression cause i know all of you would'nt care i wrote all of you a letter if you have read it okay...bangchan hyung i'm sorry that i can't produce and have an amazing mind like you i admire you for that woojin hyung i'm sorry that i can't sing like you changbin hyung i'm sorry that i can't rap like you minho hyung i'm sorry that i can't dance like you hyunjin hyung i'm sorry that i'm not as good looking as you felix i'm sorry that i can't be as funny as you seungmin i'm sorry that i can't be happy as you jeongin i'm sorry that i can't be cute and loved as you i'm sorry to all of you i'm just a dissapointment i'm worthless please....forget about me just continue as an 8 member band no one will notice i'm sorry stays that i can't provide you the things you want i love you all and i'm sorry and please don't find me bye"

When the video ends all of the other members are sobbing they did't know that jisung got raped that he felt this way they all feel guilty they wish that they never treated jisung like that they don't even know what came into their mind when they started treating jisung like a piece of grabage they don't deserve jisung

Bangchan stood up and got out and got in the jyp building he go to jyp's office and talked to him

"So i guess you know what already happened to jisung i'm dissapointed in you bangchan your the leader your suppose to love and support all the members treat them equally because you created this group and now we loss someone that is so talented" jyp said while rubbing his forhead

"Jisung requested that he will go on a hiatus i'm not sure if want to left the group for now your all gonna continue as an 8 member band" jyp explained

"Can i....request that the group take a rest and be on hiatus for a moment were trying to recolect ourselves i don't think were well enough to face the crowd so can we have a little hiatus please jyp were all feeling guilty please" chan pleaded

"Okay but only for 1 year i will task all of you to find jisung and if you can't find him in 1 year you will all continue as an 8 member group"

"Okay thank you very very much"

Chan got back at the dorm and told all the other member about jyps request

"But how are we gonna find him if we did'nt even know where he went to" minho said

"I don't know but we will try our best to find him i'm that he is still in here please let's try all of our best to find jisung" chan said

They all agree and hugged each other they got all in their rooms and slept

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Hey guys i'm sorry that this took long

Anyways to all of the affected of the taal volcano eruption i hope your okay and safe❤
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