From Hatred To Love • ✓

Ep:17 [Love and Compassion]

Y/n P.O.V–

Why can't I just stop?
Why can't my heart stop?

You belong to someone else,
But I'm wanting to call you mine.
If you expect me to move on,
Your expectations might not get fulfilled.

Everytime I close my eyes,
I wish to see you.
Everytime I dream at night,
I wish to dream of you.
Is it true that I've fallen in love?
Is it true that you don't return my love?

Tell me what I lack,
I'll change for you.

I told you right from the start,
Just say the words and I'll go.
It doesn't matter how far,
Cuz your love is all that I know.

I never want to let go,
Just always stay with you.
I never want to leave you
Just tightly hold you.

You're out with someone else,
But I'm here stuck with something.
I'm alone, I'm a mess,
And you're there with her, happy.

~Kim Y/n.
28 November.

I closed my diary as a single tear made its way out if my eye.

Jungkook P.O.V–

With every breath I take,
I hope for a better life.
With everytime I blink,
I wish to see you.

What is it, that makes my heart beat for you?
What is it, that makes my heart clench to see you away?

I guess it's all my fault,
The hate I gave you,
I'm getting it back.

I guess I deserve it,
To see you happy with someone else.
Will I ever have a chance to show my love?
Will you ever forgive me?

I don't know if I deserve it,
But if I can,
I'll always fight for you.

Destiny says I'm falling,
It says I'm falling apart.
Destiny says I'm scattering,
It says I'm scattering apart.

Everyday is cold,
My heart I hold,
Seeing you away,
My blood runs stale.

I wanna hide the truth,
I don't wanna show it,
But with the things you do,
Force me to let out.

When you feel my love,
Look into my eyes,
It's where my feelings hide.
If you don't need me,
Turn away and go,
I'll keep it all inside.

I'm breaking apart,
My inside is blank,
It's dark inside,
It's where my feelings hide.

~Jeon Jungkook.
28 November.

I shut my diary as I let out a woeful sigh. It was my fault I was mean to Y/n.

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4th December.

Came the day of the engagement. Everyone was happy; except for you.

You stood in front of the closet, looking at the white frock that hanged elegantly on the hanger. It was Jisoo's. She left it for you. She always said,‘Its a family ritual.’

She just wanted you to wear it since she always thought it suited you more than her.

That dress right now was something you would hold tight by your chest and never let go. It brought back those memories. That cute smile, those mesmerizing eyes, the angelic face; you were missing it to the infinity and beyond. If you could, you'd kill yourself and bring back Jisoo through the infinity stone.

You were brought back to reality by a knock on the door. "Come in", you softly said. The door opened revealing your husband. You stared at him blankly as he placed himself next to you on the bed. "Seems like you have a problem choosing a dress."

You nodded, glancing at the closet.

You looked down at the dress in your hand. I miss you. You thought as a picture of Jisoo passed through your mind.

"Wear it."

You finally looked at Jungkook, wanting explanation of what he said. "Wear the dress, it'll suit you." He said.

You gave a titchy smile.

And for the first time, you had contact with Jungkook. He held your hand and said,"Just wait for a little longer, it'll all be alright."

You heartbeat was faster than ever. His warmth was very comforting. That touch sent several tingles to your body. Blood rushes up to your cheeks and you started blushing. That titchy smile grew larger into a proper smile.

This was the love and compassion you wanted from him. This is what you needed right now. This is what you had lost when Jisoo died. This is what Taehyung always tried to give and he succeeded everytime. This is what you wanted from Jungkook.

This Love and Compassion.

To Be Continued-

A/N:-
Unedited Chapter.
This was short but I think it was unique. The journey of love starts from here.
~DreamTimeBTS.