Everyone I love is leaving me...

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I lay alone, curled into a ball in my sheets and blankets. My eyes, swollen and bright red from the amount of emotional trauma I've endured over the past two months. Losing so many people that I loved so unconditionally, they've all left in one way or another. Break-ups, early deaths, attempted suicide. I start crying again, curling further into my blankets. Grasping at my blankets, I stifle a wail of defeat. I cannot stand this anymore. People keep f u c k i n g leaving me. Am I that unbearable to be around? That you have to fucking leave me? Is it that bad to be around me? Is it ever going to end? Will I ever actually be happy? Is this what the rest of my life is going to look like? If so I can't stand it. I promised so many around me that I wouldn't do that again, but it's honestly getting harder and harder to keep myself from doing so. Why does my heart hurt so much? Why does it hurt so much to lose someone so close to you?


It hurts so much.


Why does it hurt so much?


Please, dear God, make it stop.


Someone, please help me take this pain away.


I need someone to be with me right now, everything hurts.


I need someone right now. I can't stand being this alone.

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