My Dark Thoughts

Faded Memories

Dedicated to my mum💖(whom I still love)

I remember the times I would sit by my mum's side at night, 

Watching her with adoring eyes as she sang,

Bathed in the moonlight.

I remember when she would tell me stories of her past,

Her mistakes and her lessons, 

Then kiss me goodnight .

I remember how we would play during weekends,

Chasing each other round the house,

Laughing as if we had no care in the world.

I remember her soothing voice crooning in my ear,

Telling me everything was going to be okay,

When I was either sick or hurt. 

I remember her always loving  and deeply caring for me.

But those memories are faded, old and gone,

As I recoil from the monster my mum has become.

A raving screaming lunatic who's lost all sense of reason,

A whole different person from who she used to be.

I look into her hard brown eyes, once sweet and soft,

And wonder what changed, when did things go so wrong?

I cry in pain as her taunting words echo

In my brain and the darkness closes in, 

And drowns me in my faded memories

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A/N

Hi guys, it's been so long....

I just realized that I treat this book as if it's a really interesting book that should be updated on a regular basis when it's just a collection of my sad life poems. Ah well......

So I hope you all are making the best use of your quarantine and are enjoying yourselves. Don't live in fear because of what is going on. It will soon be better.....

Anyways, pls vote, comment and share.

Thank you, I love you all.

~.amore.et.shalom.~