Till death do we part(TodoBaku)

I'm sorry

⚠️WARNING⚠️ THIS CHAPTER HAS SELF HARM AND DEPRESSING THOUGHTS!

Bakugo P.O.V
I sat on my bed debating running to the bathroom and cutting. I kept getting deeper and deeper in thought as I stated at the blade, then I snapped out of thought
*Knock knock*
I quickly threw the blade into the bathroom sink
I wonder who that is...I get up and open the door...it was shoto
"Hey katsuki.." he said while holding a plate of food
"I brought some dinner" shoto smiled before he could hand me the bowl I ran to the bathroom and locked the door.
"Katsuki!?" He said a little loud but not yelling. I heard him set the bowl down.
"Katsuki! Come eat dinner is done!" Shoto was saying in the same time as before.
"I'm not hungry, shoto!" I had said it through the door
"I said not late snacks, katsuki, you don't eat your dinner when you have them" he said. He didn't know that I haven't eaten that much at all.
"I'm sorry, I already ate!" I lied...
"Come out please!" Shoto asked I knew I couldn't get out of this. I unlocked the door yet to immediately be bombarded my a hugs and a couple kisses to the cheek.
" Fine I'll eat something...for you" I knew I would throw it up later, but he wanted me to eat and I didn't want him to be sad about it. We watched scary movies till he fell asleep
~time skip~
Shoto was resting his head on my chest. I felt it, I slowly got up and ran to the bathroom, I locked the door. Eventually it was over, I picked up the blade.
THUD
I heard a thud from the living room, shoto must've fallen off the couch...not surprising. I slide the knife across my wrists then it hit me..
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I BROKE THE PROMISE
I dropped the blade and immediately started crying. Then I heard it, shoto knocked on the door
"Katsuki....?" He said very soft probably cuz he just woke up.
"Y-yeah?" I said nervously wiping my tears
"Are you ok" he asked, I think he heard me...
"Yeah I'm fine!" I was lying again...I sat down against the door...I heard him to the same but he took a little longer...
"Please come out katsuki" shoto didnt wanna be alone probably. I stayed silent and started to panic a little..
"C'mon katsuki I love youuuu" he pleaded me to come out. I got up and opened the door. He stood there looking at me and I fell straight into his arms, I don't know what but I panicked and ran down the hall way to Mina's room shoto tried to follow but I lost him. I got to Mina's dorm and knocked. I heard a yell
"HAH I BE- oof one second" she was probably playing a game with someone. She opened the door
"Hey bakugo!" She saw my worried look and moved out of the way and I came inside. Kiri looked at us. Me and mina sat on her bed
"I-im sorry, I couldn't keep the promise" I grabbed my wrist even though it hurt. She moved the sleeve but I jerked my arm away.
"Hey hey hey, it's ok I won't hurt you" she had reassured me I gave her back my arm. She moved the sleeve and examined it. It was still bleeding, she got up and grabbed something from the bathroom. She came back and gave me my special soft rag, she dabbed it and stopped the bleeding. I started to panic
"IM SORRY I COULDNT KEEP THE PROMISE!" I had yelled and I didn't mean it though. I cried a lot.
"S-s-shoto hates m-me....i-i just left h-him..."
Mina grabbed my special 'panic stuffy' it was a angry marshmallow Pomeranian.
" He doesn't hate you, and he sure as hell won't be mad" she had reassured me.
"C-can I stay here for the night?" I asked
"Yes of course" she handed me a blanket and pillows. Eventually I fell asleep on her bed.

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687 words! I hope y'all liked this! Chapter two will come out soon!