Finally (Lapidot Sequel to Anxiety)

I don't want to be slutty

Happy holidays! And I wish you all a happy 2020!

~Icydyke

Lapis' POV

I was in my room thinking about what I should dress up as. The party was coming up tomorrow and I was searching for costumes that I can wear, that can also show up today. We all know that the only reason that people out of high school dress up for Halloween is to get laid or just fit in. And I don't know that reason I was getting a costume. Sure it would be nice to get laid but that would probably not be the best. I guess I am just going because I want to see all my old friends and to get drunk.

Also there is one more problem. I don't really want to be hit on by guys. And yeah its bound to happen. But just because i'm bisexual dose not mean I want to be hit on by everyone. I also know that I probably wont get hit on be girls. I mean there were not to many lesbians or bisexual girls that attended my old college. Right?

Anyway, I need a costume that will make me feel invincible or like everyone is admiring me. I Know it sounds weird but not to long ago I found out that I love being the center of attention. Positive attention that is. You see, if I put on a somewhat slutty outfit people will think I am a whore. But on the other hand if I am lazy with my costume people will think I don't care about my appearance. Men out there, Are you starting to understand how hard it is for a girl to dress?

Anyway I finally got an idea of what I should wear. A zombie cheerleader costume!

Now I know what you thinking. "But Lapis nothing is sluttier than a zombie cheerleader costume!". And yes you would be correct but I have a plan. I will try to be as invisible as possible. I am going to try and blend into the crowed. And sure that will be heard because I am a tall bluenette, But do you have any better ideas. No I didn't think so.

Hey guys! Sorry its been a while, and also about how short this chapter is. I totally forgot I had holiday plans. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter.

~Icydyke