Only you know (Jenlisa)

PHASES

"it was a  long time ago, even before I met Jennie"

"Rosé, I'm in love with you" the girl infront of the blonde admitted after she took Rose's hand

"at first I thought it was weird"

"girls dating other girls..."

"after a year Joy, needed to enter highschool, and we didnt saw each other often"

"our time apart went on from days, stretching into weeks..."

"but I believe that she was suffering from the lonliness as much as I was..."

"Joy?"

"oh, uhm" the girl in front of rose stuttered as she avoid eye contact

"Rosiee, I'm sorry...but we are not kids anymore" Then joy removed Rose's hand clinging to her arm

"I dont think its good, to keep pretending dating like this" then rose stared into the most beautiful brown orbs for her eyes, straing with no remorse or second guessing

"we are just going through a phase" joy smiled sincerly to the broken girl in front of her"

"I mean, girls dont date other girls right" Joy says finally

Rose was just staring at the girl infront of her, she felt like someone just pulled  rug from under her feet

"you are the one who made me think otherwise" Rose thought still shaken by the news

....

"I tried to push it all back behind my mind"

"I entered a coed highschool, I really wanted to make myself believe that it really was just a phase, ..."

"and so I could forget..."

Rose was sitting among the other firstyear student on her school gymnasium, as she read through the scheuded event
on the paper she was holding

"Next was the opening speech form the first year representative, from freshmen class three, Jennie Kim" the mc announced, and Rose looked out to find the top student who will give the speech

"I wanted to be chosen as the year representative for the ceremony, but so much is in my mind that i couldn't concentrate and my grades slipped"

Rose said internally as she roam her eyes to find this Jennie kim

"I'll surpass her in no time" Rose said with finality in her mind

tap tap tap

Rose followed the sound of the school shoes tapping, the only sound you could hear from the whole gymnasium, that is when she first saw Jennie Ruby Jane Kim

"...but"

everything around rose seemed to stop, Jennie is the only thing she could see, the cool but authoritative aura that radiates through her walk, and the perfect and most beautiful face she ever see

"I just stopped caring....."

...........................

"We are having a pop quiz this week!" the teacher of the second year class announced

"Whaaaat! boooo" the students reacted sadly

"Why am I hearing complaints" the prof says then he fixed some of his things