{LEBRON JAMES & BEYONCÉ FAN-FICTION}
Jay Z continued to cheat, and Beyoncé finally had enough. Her heart was filled with anger and revenge, and she acted upon those emotions. At a counseling session, Beyoncè decides to reveal to her husband what she...
Pregnancy should be a time filled with happiness —a time of anticipation as you are bringing another soul into this world. All of the tedious preparations for he or she's arrival gets a couple excited. You already love this little person that you've never met before.
Even though that was all true, I wasn't happy. I did everything I could to try to mask the constant stress I was feeling over this pregnancy. It didn't help that LeBron and I weren't on speaking terms. He already made it clear that he doesn't want to have anything to do with our child. I'm afraid that once Jay finds out this baby isn't his, he wouldn't want anything to do with it or me either.
So that leaves me feeling all alone. After I tried so hard these last few months to feel alive, I feel dead. This isn't how the game was suppose to end.
Today I was officially two and a half months pregnant. I so happened to have a doctors appointment today that I was dreading. I didn't want to get out of bed. I was tired and only got three good hours of sleep last night. Plus, I've been having this horrible instinct deep down inside. I knew something was wrong, but I didn't want to believe it. I forced myself to roll out of bed and to start getting ready for my busy morning.
A few hours later...
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I decided on a dark wash jean and a "Flawless" sweatshirt from my sold out BEYONCÉ collection. After finishing my makeup in the bathroom, I entered the master bedroom to see Jay sitting up in bed watching the early news.
"Good morning babe! What you all dressed up for so early?" Jay looked at me attentively.
"Morning! I have an appointment today, remember?" I reminded him.
"It's today? Shit, I thought it was tomorrow," he rubbed his forehead in frustration.
"Yeah, it's at 9," I shrugged. "Can you not make it?" I questioned him.
"I have a business meeting at the office at 9:30. Fuck!" Jay was visibly upset with himself. He forgot to put a reminder on his phone. I was more calm about it than he was. It wasn't a big deal to me.
Jay has been absolutely phenomenal. He's put in a lot of effort to love on me and attempts to get me more excited about this pregnancy. Ever since we've gotten back together, he's been on his best behavior. He puts Blue and I first. He's cancelled more meetings over these past few months than he has in the last four years. I'm not use to him being all up under me like this. He wasn't even like this when I was pregnant with Blue, but I'm grateful. If we didn't reconcile on that boat, I could be in a much worse space mentally than I am now.
"Jay, it's alright," I slightly chuckled. "You don't have to come to this appointment just go to your meeting..." I told him.
"What do you mean? I want to be there!" Jay sat up on the bed. "I'll just cancel the meeting," he suggested.
