January 13th 2020 <3

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Hello to all my readers and exo-ls.
Today is a very special day for me and I'm pretty sure for all of you guys too.

Today Jongdae released a letter. The letter left us all in shock and made our heart swell up with love for him.

We found out Kim Jongdae of EXO has a beautiful girlfriend who he is in love with and would love to spend the rest of his life with. And on top of that his fiancé is expecting a baby. She is not a celebrity and SM entertainment decided that to protect her and the baby's safety they will not provide any additional information.

Either way, Chen is getting married in 2 months. Our beautiful angel baby 🥺 I have no words to explain how happy I am.

First of all I would like to say to all fans to remain calm and try to show as much as love as possible to him. I hope you all would understand him and support him throughout this period of his life.

Chen has done so much for us exo-ls, and he is without a doubt one of the most amazing, kind and beautiful idols out there. I am just so glad I was able to be apart of this fandom.

Our family continues to grow and now we have baby Jongdae joining us 🥺❣️

Even though I am very happy and supportive of this whole situation, I also cannot help but feel a hit of nostalgia.

I joined this fandom on December 23rd of 2016
And I remember that during those days I felt so much love for them. I met these beautiful boys and I never realized that they would become such an importance in my life. My walk on memories with them was filled with happiness and tears. 3 years with them really showed how much they held in impact in my life. I remember the day Xiumin enlisted and I sat in my room crying while listening to Paper Cuts. And the day that Kyungsoo enlisted I cried while listening to the English version For Life 😂 all these memories and journeys I did with my boys makes me so happy. And all those countless fights against SM to bring EXO out of their dungeon😂 let's not forget that. In short I'm just saying that the fact that back in the days I used to think that there's still a long time before members start starting up their own lives, it was stupid but I was naive. And now Chen really is about to get married. This makes me so happy and at the same time sad.

Not sad because Chen is getting married. Sad because I overthink and the fear of EXO disbanding is constantly on my mind.
Chen getting married and having a child is also a sign of the members all growing up and growing out of this shell and starting their own personal lives. I hate sounding so selfish! But I love these boys so much and I only wish for their happiness.

But it's just this anxiety that keeps hitting me with a wave of sadness.

When they said that one day Peter Pan will find his Wendy and leave Tinkerbell it really was true.

But remember EXO-ls will always be the ones who were here and will be here till the very end.

Jongdae really found his Wendy🥺

I'm so glad that I got to be here with him during this time and I want to congratulate him with my whole heart.

So happy for him and his fiancé. I wish them the happiest marriage and wish they have a beautiful healthy child.

And GUYS WE ARE NOW UNCLES AND AUNTIES AKDNOAKKWA THIS IS SO EXCITING.

AGAIN I LOVE CHEN AND I CANT WAIT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT BABY CHEN FROM HIM🥺🥺🥺❤️😊😊😊😊

exo and exo-ls forever 💛

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