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Angels p.o.v

I have been sitting in my room for a week overthinking i havent eaten i havent left my room i havent talked anyone the funeral is in 4 hours

i had finished the plans and ideas for it it was 6 i woke up and walked into the bathroom and looked at myself i had deep eye bags my hair was a mess i looked dead i sighed and walked back in to my room and went to the photo of me matias and saint and kissed it and tears fell from my eyes i wiped them and opened my bedroom door for the first time in 8 days i walked down the hall to nicks room i knocked on the door and he said " come in " i opened the door and fell to the floor he ran and picked me up and comforted me and said " it not your fault buba its ok shh " and rubbed my back i looked at him and wiped my tears and said " it is my fault if i had of picked them up or rann faster matias would be alive " he looked at me tiredly and said " he is safe now he has no more pain he is happy he is with zaki Marissa and kaylee " he wipes a tear from his eye and hugs me and he says " the kids miss you " i smile and giggle abit and say " well guess whos making breakfast " he smiles and says " youu " i nodd and he hugs me and kisses my forehead i walk out to the kitchen and start cooking

It was 7:30 am and i had just finshed breakfast and i walked to the kids rooms and said " good moring munchkins i missed youu " alaia gup and saint ran to me and hugged me i picked them up and said " to the table" and took them there and sat them down and got sepy and played with him as we went to the table i walked to ethans room and he was sitting with stella i said " morning love bugs breakfast is ready " stella tried to get up fast but she couldn't so ethan helped we all walked in the kitchen and started eatting im family and funerals are we all cry to a point and then stop and celebrate the persons life and we have a killin daze and thats only if the person was murdered or blowen up and matias case we are having one killin daze is when people aged 16 and up in the close family kill the family are the person or torture the person that killed the members of the family .

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