Love, Kali

Day 15

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Diary!

What the heck? He seriously asked me! I freaking can't believe it!

Akala ko joke lang, prank lang but when he said "What HAHAHA" it felt like dapat 'yes' yung isagot ko. Actually I am left with no choice but to say yes. 

This man, the man whom I secretly like and now love, he is so surreal. Pinaniwala ko yung sarili ko na may iba, na may liligawan, na may soon to be girlfriend. Everything is unexpected. Hindi ko inisip na mauuwi sa ganito. 

Hearing him call me baby that night makes my heart melt. 'Thank you, baby, for saying yes. Napamura ka pa nga kasi hindi ka makapaniwala, miske naman ako hindi e. That's why nagtanong ako ulit.

'Can I call you mine?'

Yes, yes, yes, baby yes.

Yaan lang yung laman ng utak ko pero I need to sound that I am not that excited. Pero wala I failed. Three words, it's my first time hearing it from him. It sounded so surreal pero I know and I should wake myself from a dilemma because this is my reality. My reality is him, will always be him.

Hindi ako nagdalawang isip sumagot. Natawa na lang ako sa sarili ko kasi dapat nagpipigil ako pero lantad na lantad ako nung mga oras na yon.

Sinumalan namin agad yung relasyon namin sa asaran kasi syempre ganon naman talaga kami. Natulog ka na kasi walang nag aya sayo uminom HAHAHAHAHA. Mabuti naman. After that sinubukan ko na kumain pero first time to, hindi ako nakakain. Hawak ko lang yung plato na may pagkain Diary! hindi ko malunok kasi hindi ko rin alam. Happiness? Excitement? I don't know!

TMI ka na naman Diary! Sleep ka na may reunion pa tayo bukas.

Diary, let's start our 2020 with Klix okay? You should be ready with my going to be sandamakmak na kwento.

Love, Kali