I look everywhere,
and everywhere I see you
You, you, you,
reminding me of what
I don't have and
what you do.
Because I gave you every
inch of myself, and you
gave me a dream you
could never live up to.
And you laugh, with your friends,
about the girl you've deceived,
And I stand in the shower
feeling my throat close up
and my tears give away
and my identity build
into one afraid of men.
But I'll remind you that
I am alive, and
will continue to fight my
way through this world
But not for you, no,
for me.
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Ambivalent
PuisiEvanescent were my thoughts, Until the sight of you became manifested in my daydreams, And I find myself ambivalent~ thinking unrequited love renders me unwilling to let go, but knowing, with miserable rumination, that the heart only heals when...