I'm breathing,
I know I am,
But the air fails to reach my lungs
And with every intake, I suffocate,
I feel submerged in water,
Drowning,
Falling deeper into the abyss of my mind,
But I try to swim up, to reach the surface,
And I move my arms and hands and legs desperately until I reach the sweet, sweet air,
But it's bitter and filled with poison, and I recoil, choose the darkness of the water instead, and I reach the bottom, heavy on my shoulders,
I've drowned, chosen to drown instead of facing the torments of the surface.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Ambivalent
ŞiirEvanescent were my thoughts, Until the sight of you became manifested in my daydreams, And I find myself ambivalent~ thinking unrequited love renders me unwilling to let go, but knowing, with miserable rumination, that the heart only heals when...
