I'm tired of this shit
Rushed around
Nowhere to sit
Used for my talents
Used for my faults
Got other peoples secrets locked in my vault
I'm breaking... slowly breaking
Caffeine is my ultimate drug
Without it, I would have given up
Giving advice and helping people out
I'm acting as your hero and swallowing your doubt
My mind is a maze
I'm breaking down these walls
Catching everybody else, but I'm about to fall
I'm breaking... slowly breaking
Today they watched me crack and they stared
Wanted to throw me like a grenade but they didn't know where.
They watched as I bolted in a frantic rage
Anxiety ticking and and refusing to keep me in place
They saw me breaking.
Cracked, burning and shaking.
Because I didn't show tears
Or cry my heart out
They stood like bystanders and watched me shout.
So now I'm breaking.
Nobody beside me to take it.
Breaking... slowly breaking.
