Stockholm (boyxman)

Chapter XI: Symbol of Love

Shiloh laid in bed waiting for Jaxson to return. It had been an hour and he hadn't come home yet.

The smell of Jaxson surrounding the redhead was making his head spin.

He loved the scent and sniffed at the man's shirt before slowly caressing himself until he reached his erection.

He slipped out of his shorts and briefs, tossing them aside.

Shiloh's cheeks heated as he smelled Jaxson's shirt, imagining the man's hands touching him and his lips and tongue tasting him. He could hear the low moans that came out of Jaxson's mouth and see the look in his eyes whenever Shiloh would make eye contact with him.

Shiloh was close to his climax while he quietly moaned Jaxson's name again and again until he came in his hands and onto Jaxson's shirt, his body shaking as waves of ecstasy rolled over him.

He took deep breaths calming himself down as he sat up and froze when he noticed the bedroom door was slightly ajar.

With his mind a bit hazy the redhead couldn't remember if he had closed the door all the way or not.

Shiloh went to the door and peered out only seeing the long empty hallway of the second floor before shutting the door completely and making sure it was actually closed.

He went to the bathroom removing the shirt and cleaned himself up quickly before putting on another pair of briefs and shorts. This time Shiloh went into the walk-in closet and took one of Jaxson's sweaters to wear. The sweater was more of a dress on his small body.

As the redhead waited for Jaxson to return he had a lot of time to think.

He thought about how Jaxson kidnapped him during the first week of December and it was almost past mid-January. Shiloh hasn't been gone for too long but he knows that the police know Jaxson Westbrook had to be the one who had kidnapped him.

It was only a matter of time before Jaxson was arrested and Shiloh was found.

Just the image of Jaxson in handcuffs, being taken away in a police cruiser sent a pang of pain into the redhead's heart and chest.

He didn't want Jaxson to be taken from him.

He didn't want Jaxson to face any criminal consequences for what he had done. Shiloh hated the man in December but as time passed and the two got to know each other better, Shiloh had developed feelings for the broken man.

The man who was never given love freely and thought that the only way to love someone was to have them to himself even if it hurt those around him. Because he was hurt and he didn't want to feel that pain anymore.

Jaxson didn't want to be tossed aside the way he was when Jared was born.

Jaxson wanted love and affection but he wanted it without competition. Shiloh's parents, his friends, his brother, his coworkers, everyone; they are all competition in Jaxson's mind.

Shiloh knew that if Jaxson were to get arrested his heart would break.

He would be losing the man who loved him more than anything, loved him enough to break the law. The man who made love to him, who took his virginity, who saw him at his lowest low and still loved him and took care of him.

Shiloh knew what he had to do.

He just hoped Jaxson would understand and be patient with him.

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Jaxson returned home from his errands.

He had brought Shiloh more clothes and food. While the two ate on the couch together watching tv Shiloh would playfully try to steal food from Jaxson who would laugh at the boy's failed attempts.