Chavez's POV: I'll never forget seeing him he was so small and cute a nurse and a doctor helped us with the delivery of our newborn son Hannah and I have been talking about what we should name him we decided to name him Patrick Patrick Floyd Chavez was going to be his name he weighed at 5 pounds 4 ounces he wasn't a very big baby I had waited for his arrival outside of the delivery room with the rest of our family and friends Doc sat down with me
So what do you think the baby will be this time Chavez? Doc asked curiously
I don't know Doc but as long as the little one is happy and healthy I don't care what the gender of the little one is I replied feeling confident
The doctor and the nurse both came out I stood up anxiously waiting for any word on Hannah and our newborn baby the doctor sighed softly before he spoke
Well congratulations it's a baby boy the doctor said
I smile and chuckle softly feeling relieved but that'll soon went away when the doctor something else something that worried me
But your son has some complications from being born the doctor added
I looked at him with fear and worry I didn't know what to expect I thought our baby was going to be alright but I guess I was wrong
What compilations are we talking about Doctor? I asked with worry and concern in my voice
Well one of the critical complications is that he has a respiratory problem he can't really breathe on his own very well the doctor said
I sat down in a chair my head resting on my hand I couldn't believe what I was hearing my own son is probably not going to live very long and I was scared but I was worried about Hannah how will she take this she'll take very hard I had asked the doctor if I could see my future wife we weren't married yet we were actually getting married on the twentieth of June he gave me the okay to go and see Hannah in her hospital room when I walked in to see Hannah she looked happy and I knew she wasn't going to like the news about our newborn son but I knew that someone had to break the news to her and I had to be the one to do it she smiled when she saw me
Hi she said
Hi honey I replied kissing her on the lips
Have you seen Patrick yet? She asked
Not yet I answered looking a little worried
How is he? She asked
I sighed softly looking down at the ground then looking at her with a scared look on my face and she knew she definitely knew something was wrong and immediately started to cry I pulled her close to me as she cried
Oh god "what's wrong with me? "What's wrong with little Patrick? She asked crying
There's nothing wrong with you honey you're fine he has a respiratory problem he can't really breathe on his own I answered cradling her in my arms
Oh god! She cried and all I could do was try and comfort her
After she finally settled down she decided to rest and I felt that was a good idea for her I decided to go see my son in a incubator he looked so adorable he was a little fussy he kept thrashing himself around in the incubator crying a little bit I had asked if I could hold him to try and comfort him and they gave me permission to hold my son I gently picked him up and held him close to me I sat in a chair he was so small and looked so scared I smiled softly trying reassure him that he was safe I kiss him gently on the forehead and gently rocked him humming a little lullaby one that my mother used to sing to me when I was a baby he was a cute looking baby he had a full head of hair that my hair color and he had Hannah's eyes he looked so adorable and I was proud to be his father after awhile I placed him back in the incubator gently and stayed his side until I was sure on what we were going to do next and stayed like this everyday until further notice
