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Dear Changbin,

It's been a few days since we last talked. I keep sending you random shit and honestly it's funny.

I wanna send you more but I don't know if it's right or not. I've actually considered sending an "I miss you." But clearly I always think you don't miss me back, so I stay quiet.

You always told me to talk to you when I feel down or need to speak it out, but I need to find someone else to that with because the one I once had ARE those problems... Maybe not problems... but issues..?

I don't know but it's not the same. I wanna tell you everything. To how I feel pain when every little thing reminds me of you. I wanna push it away but it's forever stuck. I wanna, I wanna, I wanna.... I need to.

Lee Felix.
July 8th, 2019

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