𝐈𝐋𝐘𝐒𝐕𝐌. ✓

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Dear Changbin,

Hello again, paper and pen. I'm back at writing again and this might be the last time because I've lost hope... Hehe.

Hyunjin and I are together now and we're trying to get more close in our relationship. I feel guilt because I think that what Hyunjin and I have now should be me and you... Holding hands, hugging, smiling together... But it can never will be and I have to realize that.

I also feel guilty because I... still am madly in love with you and it's been more than 7 months since the breakup. I feel like I need to break away from that. From the fantasy of me and you. You requested us to stay as close friends. So I must change to fulfill that.

Thank you, Changbin. For being there for me when I needed it. You're an amazing person and I hope we can cross paths again in our future. I love you and forever will. Stay happy, okay? And don't mind me if I keep sending you cursed shit because it's my way of showing you my love. Thank you and Happy Valentine's day.

Lee Felix.
February 14th