You're Not So Perfect//Daniel Seavey fanfiction

Chapter 14- Panic Attack

* Y/N's POV*

It's been two days since the crying incident. 

Daniel cries regularly now, the doctor says it's a major sign of improvement. 

You just hope that they are happy tears. 

You don't want him to be sad, or in any type of pain. 

"Lay your head on my shoulder! Whisper in my ear, baby." You sing to Daniel from beside his bed. 

You look at his face and think of how strong he is. 

He's still here. 

He's a fighter, my fighter.

You smile and place a hand on his cheek. 

"I love you." You whisper. 

*Daniel's POV*

I let three tears fall in response.
I
one tear
Love
the second tear
You
the third
She probably doesn't understand but I'll do anything to let her know I love her.
She hums and wipes a tear away. 

I've been listening to what the doctors say and I'm expected to be awake by next week. 

Next week! 

There's a knock on the door and Y/n answers: "Come in!" 

I hear all the guys file in. 

"We have a problem, Y/n." Corbyn says. 

"Why? What's wrong?" She immediately becomes more alert. 

It's silent for a few seconds. 

"I'm waiting! And where's Zach?" She says. 

"They know. The fans know. Zach forgot to end the live and-" Corbyn starts but y/n cuts him off. 

"What?" She says, in disbelief. "I knew it. I knew when you first brought up the idea of doing the stupid live stream something like this would happen!" 

"Hey- it's not our fault-"Jack says but gets interrupted.  

"Not your fault? Then who's is it?" Y/n says. 

"It was an accident! Zach didn't mean to." Jack replies. 

Y/n starts yelling now. 

"Do you even know what this will cause? Do you know what they will think- to know that we've all lied to them for the past five months?! To know that Daniel has practically been dying up until the past few weeks?! Ugh- you all are just so, so irresponsible! Like can you even-" 

"Stop! Okay? Just stop!" Zach comes inside the room, yelling too. 

He must've been waiting outside the door. 

"What do you mean dying? Daniel has not been dying- he's been HEALING for the past few weeks! Do NOT ever say that he's dying again! NEVER!" 

"Guys- c'mon stop! You are better than this!" Jonah says, obviously trying to calm things down. 

"STOP TRYING TO ACT LIKE EVERYTHING'S FINE! WE DON'T KNOW WHEN HE'S GOING TO WAKE UP! WE DON'T EVEN KNOW IF HE'S GOING TO MAKE IT!" Y/n yells. 

"He's going to... He's started crying! He's gonna wake up Y/n." Corbyn says softly. 

I feel Y/n walk over to him. 

"What if they're tears of pain? Huh? Ever thought of that? Because I have. Every day." 

I feel my heart rate speeding up from all the commotion. 

The monitor speeds up to. 

I try to scream. 

"AHHH" 

Everyone crowds around me. 

"Why is it speeding up?" Zach asks. 

I'm going crazy in here- I just want to wake up! 

The desire is so hard I do it. 

I open my eyes. 

And everyone gasps. 

"He's awake..." Jonah whispers in disbelief. 

"He's actually-" 

My heart rate is out of the roof and I start breathing heavy, gasping. 

"What's wrong?" Y/n says. "Get a doctor!" 

My hands go into a fist and I feel like the world is caving in on me. 

I start to cry. 

I think I'm having a panic attack.