I'm not okay.
And somehow I'm told that's okay?
That what I'm feeling is normal.
If it was normal why is it something we've become ashamed to express?
As if it's a disease to be depressed.
Like you're some virus needing a cure from.
Even though this "virus" doesn't seem to have a cure.
Its something that comes and goes in waves.
One day you're fine and the next you feel like your drowning.
In a never ending wave.
In the cycle of self doubt, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts that swirl over your head.
I'm not okay.
Not yet anyway.
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YOU ARE READING
to someone.
Poetrypeoms written for people still figuring out who they are. if you're here, than I guess that would be you.