FORBIDDEN LOVE

CHAPTER 12

DONALD

all the messages I sent to him he didn't  reply, all my calls he didn't pick. It made me so angry.
"who does he think he is to make me feel this way?"

You know those time you go to church because you want to see the face of that handsome man of God who Got your eyes. That is  exactly what I'm doing right now, sited at the front seat in the church. I couldn't stop my whole attention from focusing on my Angel.

He is just too pure and innocent that I don't want to bring him into the world of mafia and sin. I but I guessed the heart wants what it wants and the mafia Don gets what he wants.
He refused to look my way in the church, I guess he is avoiding me and that is what someone hasn't done before.

I watch as he greets his parishioners, even those that has impure feelings towards him and he so pure to take notice of that.

"scorpion wait here for me"
I went into the parish sitting room as I wait for him. It pains me to know that he is keeping me waiting because he is in the most of others, and I made me feel like going to drag him out from there.

Just as I was getting impatient of waiting he came in singing in his angelic voice, as he sights me tries to turn back.

"angel, please don't go"
Stopping him from leaving, I walk to him embracing him. And instantly all the anger and fears left me.  I hugged him so tight that I wished he will return the hug.

"MR Donald please let go" angel told me but I just couldn't let go. Until he pushed me.

"What is your problem, what do you want from me, please and please, I beg  you with what you cherish, allow me to serve my God peaceful. Donald do you know how confuse you make, you make me experience feelings I have never felt before and it scares me. Listen Mr Donald never you come close to me ever again. "

I watched my angel pour out his anger on me, he shouted on top his voice, I watched as tears drops from his eyes and I aches my heart to think that I cause him all those emotions. And I felt like my life was being taken out from me, when he asked me never to come close to him and when he walked out from my presence. For the first time I saw myself kneeling and holding my chest in pain. Love is every man's weakness.