{play it's ok by Tom Rosenthal}
it's been a few weeks since his death
i finally entered his room today
it was just as he left it
his guitar was on his bed
a notepad out full of lyrics
was the choice in the moment?
if i had come in would he have chosen not to?
when i got closer i realised it wasn't just random song lyrics
it's ok~
Keep me here
My heart is near
My love has gone away
Tell me true
My heart is new
My love has gone away
It's okay
I know someday I'm gonna be with you
It's okay
I know someday I'm gonna be with you
Speak to me
My heart is free
My love has gone away
Tell me true
My heart is blue
My love has gone away
It's okay
I know someday I'm gonna be with you
on the next page was a message:
i'm sorry for the pain i've caused but i've tried and tried again to hold on,
i can't live with myself
i can't look at myself in the mirror everyday
i can't bear being myself
i'm sorry i've been weak
but please be strong for me
don't mourn over me
please live your life to the fullest
like i wish i could
never give up
remember that i'll be looking down on you
mark lee x
i turned the page
there has to be more
he couldn't have left it like that
that song is written for you,
there's been others i've written
but they weren't good enough for you
i don't even think that is
but i needed to let you know
how much i loved you
how much i do love you,
i don't know whether you feel the same
please remember me as the amazing person you thought i was
even though i wasn't,
before i crashed
before i lost myself,
haechan
please don't give up
we will meet again someday
xxx
the anger and pain
rushed through me
for fucks sake mark
of course i love you
i always have
always will.
my love as gone away
it's okay i know someday i'm gonna be with you.
YOU ARE READING
look deeper | mark lee
Fanfictionif only you'd looked a bit deeper read between the lines slightly just glanced at his eyes for more than a second you would've been able to tell that he was falling apart inside..
