Nubivagant

Home

From ever since her existence
A place behind the woods she've known
Where the birds sing at 3 AM
So you're never really alone.

And you'll see it in her eyes
When she walks towards her tower
She's the princess of her land
With all her might and power.

It's not just the bricks or walls
Not about the people who own
It's about all the ages she've spent
To make it and call it her home.

And one day it just felt darker inside
When she saw a bright golden sun
Peeking through a broken brick on the wall
Maybe there's one more world to learn.

So she build herself a ladder
Of dreams and ambitious of her own
Maybe the outside world is dark
But she'll build her own tiny home

So when the moon grew bigger
She stepped outside her place
Kissed her people a good-bye
For she's off to find her solace.

Eversince she'd been walking
Chasing a new life to sprout
For it's easy to stay in
But it's difficult to get out.

Her shoulders are burned
And her skin dosen't feel as soft
And she starting losing the glitter
Her eyes always used to sought.

Maybe the sun she'd been chasing
Is not that "GOLDEN" at all
So she should think and return home
Before the darkest night falls

So she stood at an intersection
But then it hit her hard
She'd forgotten that very road
That leads to her courtyard.

She ran after the birds song
And followed its tracks
And saw the same tower
With the bricks and the cracks

Same colors same trees
Same people same food
Same sounds same smell
Same pictures same mode

A breath of relief she took
As she was welcomed as before
There might be large world outside
But she's safest indoor.

Sure what they say is true
That you learn while you roam
But you should build yourself a tower
To call it your HOME.

-S
25/03/2020
3:10 AM

D

edication Part:-

I'm going to do the most selfish thing and dedicate this to myself. I know. I can explain.
Firstly, it's not very brilliant. It's very raw.
Also, guys I've recently moved out of ny home. Not exactly recently, it's being 5 months. And my home is not that far either. But I MISS IT. I do. Nowadays, obviously I'm at home. But anytime I'll be going back right. I don't feel so good about it.
I know it's not a big deal and everyone eventually does it. But here I am guys I feel bad leaving my home.
Shit, I'm homesick at home.
Anyway, it's just the experience I wrote about.

Love
-Shivani