Bedroom Affair (Completed) [R-18]

5 : To All The Boys I've Loved Before

To All the Boys I've Loved Before - is a 2018 American teen romance film directed by Susan Johnson and written by Sofia Alvarez. The film stars Lana Condor, Noah Centineo, Janel Parrish, Anna Cathcart, Madeleine Arthur, Emilija Baranac, Israel Broussard and John Corbett.

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Janine

I went home exhausted. Masakit ang ulo ko. I am sad and furious at the same time. My patient arrested in the OR and died. I wasn't able to revive him. Masakit man ang loob ko dahil sa nangyari ay pinilit ko paring tinanggap na may mga pagkakataong ganon na nga talaga ang puwedeng mangyari sa OR.

But worse comes to worst, I still need to explain everything to the patient's family. They have the right to know it after all.

It's already four in the afternoon when I decided to go home. Hindi na ako natuloy na nakipaglunch kay Wade. I told Ibarra that I won't so that he would stop talking to me and go home. I held on to my words.

As soon as I was able to reach my unit, I saw him on my sofa. He is watching tv and obviously waiting for me to come home.

" Mrs. Ibarra, you're home" He announced as he stood up and welcomed me with an earth shattering kiss like he used to do.

" I cooked for an early dinner" He was smiling. Gone was that fear I saw from him hours ago. Or was he just good at coating it for me not to see his real emotion at the moment?

" Carlo-" I wasn't able to finish my sentence when he interrupted me with a kiss again.

" I'll show you our damn marriage contract tomorrow, Ja." He said

I closed my eyes.

What Carlo? Because you filed it just now? Or you made one just now?

" Why tomorrow, Carlo? Bakit hindi mo ipakita sa akin ngayon? And don't dare lie to me about it being legal because we both know it wasn't. I now know it wasn't. You fooled me. All this time I thought I am married to you? I wanted you to show me the contract, supposed you submitted it just now. Or there's no contract to start with at all, Carlo" I asked. My voice was full of anger. Masama ang loob ko dahil nawalan ako ng pasyente kanina pero mas sasama ang loob ko dahil sa sitwasyon namin ngayon.

Oh god! How I wish I am not in this situation with this man at all.

I saw how he just looked at me with those eyes that almost begged me to forgive him.

Wala na, tapos na.

He slowly went back to sitting.

I silently sat beside him.

We look like married couple trying to fix a marriage in destruction.

" Please, tell me the truth Carlo" I begged as I looked at our wedding ring. Iyung singsing na pinahalagahan ko kahit na anong nangyari.

" You are my Mrs. Ibarra in my heart" There, he said it. Clear and transparent.

That's his way of telling me that I am no Mrs. Ibarra in legal but I am just his Mrs. Ibarra because that's what he feels.

Napasinghap ako bago tumayo.

" Can't believe you fooled me. And I believed you" I whispered enough for him to hear it.

" I'll pack my things. I'll be leaving this hour" Ako may nagulat na din dahil sa sinabi ko.

Hindi na ako nagulat ng maramdaman ko siyang yumakap mula sa likod ko. He is hugging me from behind. His arms were like his own chains that forbids me to leave him.