Bedroom Affair (Completed) [R-18]

9 : Save The Last Dance

Save the Last Dance - is a 2001 American teen dance film produced by MTV Productions, directed by Thomas Carter and released by Paramount Pictures on January 12, 2001. The story is about Sara who loses the zeal for dancing after the sudden demise of her mother. However, she meets Derek who helps her battle her trauma and pursue her passion to dance.

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Janine

" Ibarra ang bigat mo" I complained as I held him. Nagdadalawang isip pa ako kung sa condo niya ko ba siya ipupunta. But his unit is a floor up and I don't think I can hold him that long.

" Come on Ibarra, huwag mo akong pagurin ng ganito" I know that he's very drunk right now. Ni hindi na niya kayang maglakad ng maayos. He can't even carry himself.

Imbes na ako ang magpahinga at matulog sa couch, mukhang wala akong choice dahil may aasikasuhin pa pala ako.

Kung kaya ko lang sana siyang itaboy. If only I could just push him away. Hayaan nalang siya sa labas na kahit pa dun na siya matulog. But I cannot. Hindi ko kayang basta nalang siya hayaan ngayon pa na alam kong lasing na lasing siya.

Inihiga ko siya sa sofa at dun inayos ang pagkahiga. I removed his shoes. Niluwagan ko na din ang kaniyang polo. Buti at hindi niya kinuha ang mga gamit niya sa condo. Wala naman kase siyang kinuha, iniwan niya lahat.

I took new clothes from his shelf. Kumuha nadin ako ng bagong brief niya. There's no point of being unable to change all of his clothes including his underwear. Para kase sa akin walang silbi na papalitan mo iyung tshirt at pantalon kung hindi mo isasali iyung brief. And there's no need for him to hide it anymore and for me not to see it, nakita ko na din lahat sa kaniya.

But why does it seem to be just normal? Everything is just normal.

Dapat ba hindi? Dapat ba hindi ko siya palitan ng damit at hayaan nalang sa sofa since pinatuloy ko naman siya? Pero kase hindi ko kayang makita siyang hindi komportableng matulog. He's used to sleeping with only his boxers and he doesn't want to sleep when the temperature's warm. Gusto niya malamig.

The things I'd still do for this doctor.

Kumuha din ako ng pamunas sa kaniya. Baka kase nanlalagkit siya.

He was already in deep sleep when I finally had the courage to stay at ease and just stare at him for awhile.

Halatang hindi rin siya nakatulog ng maayos kagabi. Iyung eye bags niya. We're both unable to sleep well. Tapos nagpakalasing pa siya ngayon. I caressed his face as I stare at him. Sa pagtulog ay tila ba isa siyang dakilang mandirigma na kagagaling lang sa isang malupit na laban. I wouldn't deny the fact that he is so handsome even when his hair is messy. It makes him more handsome.

I'm sorry Carlo. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings the other night. Hindi ko lang kase alam kung paano ko tatapusin ang lahat. Kung puwede lang sana, huwag mo ng pahirapan pa ang sarili mo. Puwede bang bumalik nalang tayo sa dati, nung hindi pa tayo magkakilala. Nung hindi pa tayo nagpapansinan.