Confusion

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You wake up and check the time it was 12pm
You turn to the side to see Mar still sleeping like a baby.
You wonder what you are with Mar now
Friends with benefits? A couple? Or was this just a one time thing?
You couldnt help to think only negativity and to cool of you thought a cup of coffee would be amazing right now.
You get up but get pulled back into Mar's arms
"You tryna leave me?" He says with his deep raspy voice. You just smile and run your hand through his hair.
You think in your head if you should ask him what you guys are but then it might be awkward

"How are you so pretty without makeup" as he asks that you couldnt help it and just ask

"What are we Mar? Was this just a one time thing?"

He looks at you and slowly sits up stretching.
You look at him in confusion
He smiles at you and walks out the room
'Did he just..ignore..me????'
You go downstairs to see Mar has already
made a cup of coffee for you

"Are you just gonna ignore my question?"

You asked taking the hot coffee into your hands
He sits next to you taking a sip of coffee and saying

"I dont know what we are, I think we both are thinking the exact same thing and we are both confused"

"Then why'd you say that you wanted to do that from the day you met me?" You asked with a slight irritated upset voice

He looks at you in the eyes "you really wanna know?"

You shook your head yes

"i like you y/n but i dont know if i want to take it anyfurther yet and the fact that we are stepsiblings? We need to be careful about this.."

'He does make a point' you think in your head
You just keep quiet and go on the couch with milo

One and a half week later

Mar hasnt really talked to you since
You would try to annoy him and goof around
but you can see that he is avoiding you

School lunch

You sit with your friend group at lunch
While they have fun gossiping you were getting worried sick that you and Mar are gonna stay like this forever
Someone hugs you from behind
It was sid

"Hey luv why are you so quiet lately your not even eating your food.."

"I dont feel like eating and plus i need to go on a diet"you said

"If your gonna go on a diet go on a healthy one starving can lead to alot of problems okay B?

You shake your head yes and see a group of people walk by
It was Mar's friends and Mar
you see Mar holding a girls hand
It strucks you
You get up suddenly that everyone is staring at you

"I- uhm dont feel good" you say making eye contact with Mar

You go hide in a classroom
You thought nobody was in there
Untill you hear a voice

"Wellwell look who it is"

It was Chad..

"What are you doing hear alone" you ask

"I had to drop something off for the teacher" he says coming closer to you

"Back off"

"But sweatpea..i miss you..i know i said the wrong things at the party..i was drunk and wanted you badly.."he hugs you resting his head on your shoulder

"Chad..stop i dont..want to do this again" you say

You hear someone walk it slowly

"Y/nn are you here? I heard you weren't feeling we-"

It was Mar
Sh*t
You push Chad away

"Oh wow its my lucky day aint it? Should we pick off where we left off?"Chad says

"Really y/n?" Mar says as he stares into your eyes

You couldn't say anything
You didnt know what to say
Tears just built up in your eyes
Not knowing how you feel right now
You just stare at the floor
Trying to make your hands stop shaking
It feels like the end of the world
You run out of the classroom telling a teacher
that your not feeling good and you went home

Few hours later

You call sid to comeover
Sid comes after school to your place
and you tell her everything

"Wait so if you left school early you didnt see what happened today?" She says

"What do you mean"

"Chad and Mar had a fist fight today in the halls after lunch it was intense"

You couldn't believe what you were hearing you got concerned. You started to tear up again

"Where..is Mar?" You ask

"He left with some junior.."

You couldn't help yourself
You started to cry
Sid held you in her arms till you fell asleep

Next chapter is gonna be drama...lots of it hhahahahhehhehehehhehuehueheue