[COMPLETED] Trust me // Levi x reader

16- Disobeying orders

Music, sorry in advance if this makes you cry

"CHARGE!" Someone at the front yelled and we all began to make the charge......

I gently tapped H/N's side and they started galloping towards the beast titan.

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"I'm Y/N L/N by the way" I introduced myself.

"I'm Levi"

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I walk into Levi's office and see him going through some paperwork, he looked stressed. I walk over to behind his seat and massage his shoulders to help him relax.

"Y/N I'm fine" he said

"No you aren't, I've known you for years Levi" I said

He sighs and sits back.

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I think about all the good times I had with Levi, from the first time I met him to our first kiss and when he asked me to be his girlfriend. We have been through so much together, I'm glad I met him in the underground when I did. Otherwise I wouldn't have found my soulmate.

"If you get forced to fight just remember my orders, Don't die on me okay brat?" those words kept going through my mind. Tears streamed down my face when I come to terms I may not see Levi again.

The time was closing in and I saw the beast titan pick up a boulder and crush it into smaller rocks. I took a deep breathe in and tried to think of all my moments with Levi.

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"You love me ?" I ask

his head moves closer leaving a few centimetres between us.

"I love you so much I don't know how to explain it" he says and leans in and kisses me. This was a long awaited kiss of mine, I always wanted to kiss him and it just happened.

He moved his hand up to my cheek to deepen the kiss, I gently pull away and I notice Levi came back for more but I reject.

"I love you too shorty" I reply

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I remember some of the weird arguments we had as kids, mostly Levi and his cleaning obsession. I love this boy and I won't love anyone else. I was always going to be Levi Ackerman's girl.

The beast titan raises his arm and swings it sending thousands of rocks at us, I close my eyes ready for this. "I love you Levi Ackerman".

Levi's POV

I heard someone shout my name so I turned my head and saw Hazel in the charge.

"NO!" I shout starting to run to her but they started the charge. It was no use I wouldn't catch up to her. "I love you Brat"

I go over to Erwin and punch him "WHAT THE HELL ERWIN! SHE'S ONE OF OUR BEST FIGHTERS! YOU WOULD JUST LET HER DIE?!" I shout

Two men held me back as Erwin wiped the blood from his nose. "She knew what she was doing Captain, She always said she would do anything for humanity and she has proven that." He says

I look down

"You know what you need to do" he said.

I nod my head and fly onto a roof of a house and I watched as they all charged towards the beast titan, I kept my main focus on Hazel, I can see her blonde hair still shining in the light.

I look up and see rocks flying towards them. I didn't want to watch this but I had to. For Hazel.

That large group was taken out in a matter of seconds, I clenched my fist and dropped to my knees. She's gone...............

The next few waves of soldiers were the exact same. I felt horrible, I couldn't do anything but I noticed an opening so I went to do as I was ordered.

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I attacked the beast titan with all the energy I had, slicing his heels and blinding him. I sliced his nape and pulled out a blonde man.

Soon after some weird titan picked him up and took him away. I look over and see al of the corpses of my comrades. I used my odm gear and went over there and that's when I saw her.......

I ran over to her and picked her up, I checked to see if she was alive. No heartbeat. I sat there crying with her in my arms.

I lost my only light. You told me to trust you Hazel and i did. "You disbobeyed my orders Hazel" i say trying to breathe because of how much i was crying, "Please, come back to me" i say holding her tighter.

I heard a little gasp from her, Were my ears playing tricks on me to give me false hope?

"Hazel?" i whisper. "L-le-v-vi" i heard a tiny whisper. My eyes widen. She was alive, i let out a deep breathe and picked her up bridle style and too her to saftey.

"Captain! You're okay-" Hanji said but realized who was in my arms. Tears emereged from her eyes. "I-Is s-she?" Hannji asked.

"She's alive" i reply

Anyone that was left headed back into Shiganshina, we won but i didn't know we had another problem on our hands.

"Captain! Its the commander, his insides are all damaged, i thought we could use the injection!"

i take it out of my pocket and i felt someone elses grip on it. "Armin needs it! HE'S THE ONE WHO WILL SAVE HUMANITY!" Eren shouted.

I look at the injection and i go to use it on erwin but Eren stopped me. I push him off me and i was quickly attacked by Mikasa after, she pinned me down and i couldn't move.

Hanji helped me and pulled her off.

After some time eventually I gave th einjection to Armin and he ate Bertholt. Me and Hanji took Hazel and a few extra soldiers to headquarters to get them the help they needed.

The nurse took care of them and i stayed with Hazel, she was badly injured and was in and out of conciousness. I wouldn't leave her side even if the nurse tried to force me.

A few days past, i haven't slept at all. I had to wash though, i was filthy. I went and had a shower and got into some new uniform and headed back to Hazel's room as usual but I heard laughter coming from the room. I rushed into the room and i locked eyes with her beautiful blue eyes.

"Levi-" i cut her off by kissing her on the lips

Authors note:

HA! i got ya! It started off bad but i saved it hehehehe

-em