FINE"So, this is goodbye?" I said as I clutch on my seat looking anywhere besides him. We just arrived, though we're neighbors I don't think we'll ever interact again. Everything's going back to what it should be before. In the right places. There's no US, to begin with.
Without looking at me he said
" Yeah. I guess it's goodbye." Taking a deep breath I compose myself and slowly went out of the car. I don't wanna look back, I will never look back. I bite my lips while I take my stuffs at the backseat and with shoulders hanging low I head inside my house with a heavy heart.I toss my backpack grumpily and emotionally exhausted in the foot of my bed and slump in as I sigh heavily multiple times -looking at my empty ceiling thinking how fucked up I am. Tears starting to flow slowly in my eyes in an instant. I'm such a stupid stupid stupid person.
Thinking that everything's okay when it's not. It will never be. I'm so torn and caught up with my feelings. I feel so lost. Torn between two people, one- a best friend who left me behind but I still let him ruin me, willingly. two-the person whom I thought finally saw my worth but in the end, played my heart.
Where am I gonna stand this time?
where?
I'm not fine.
Totally not fine.
Lost in my own thoughts I heard my phone ring. I lazily took it not even looking who it was.
"Hello?" im not in the mood to talk to anyone but if it's important then I don't have any choice but to listen to whatever it was.
"Rosie? Let's talk. I'm outside." Taehyung said. Gone where the sweet cutesy voice. It was serious, a dark wounded sound perhaps.
"Tae, I'm tired. Besides, it's late." whatever it is I think it's best to talk it out in the morning. I'm still in pain and I don't think I can handle him this time.
" I won't go home until we talk." he said firmly. Sighing on whatever his game is, I rub my wet face from tears lazily with my hands as I went outside. I didn't even bother checking what I look. I don't need to. He's just playing anyway.
Told my nana that Tae is outside and I'll be back right away. I head outside and head inside his waiting car.
"What now?" I ask tiredly.
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Fanfiction"You're a bitch! I will never like you!" Jungkook gritted his teeth while curling his hands, make a fist like he's ready to punch someone. "Really? Try me!" Rosè snaps. COMPLETED 4/27/2020