Sheer dumb luck || Alastor x Reader

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Y/N hugged Castle, the hurt was overwhelming, pain breaking her heart peice by peice, she couldn't take it anymore, she broke down, crystal tears ran down her pale cheeks, leaving damp spots on Castles shoulder.

She cried everything out, falling to the ground, Castle falling with her, letting her latch onto him, holding on for dear life, although there was no life to save. Each cry told it's own story, pain, betrayal, anger, hate, sorrow, and many more, her ears lay flat against her head.

Castle slowly rocked back and forth, calming the fox down slightly "Its alright... Let it all out" And she did, holding nothing back, she might have cried a river at that very moment, sounding like she was being murdered in the most painful way possible.

She couldnt even conjer up words to speak, none worked, her body was numb and her emotions where too much for her, she hated it, she loved him so much, was it all a lie, for power?

All the fake smiles and all the care, all a lie, how pathetic of her, falling for him like that, but she didnt know any better, being blind to the fact, everyone was terrified of Alastor, it was staring her in the face and she ignored it, the blindfold of love covering her eyes.

He took advantage of her weakness, and she hated herself for letting him, and hated him for doing this to her. Slowly her cries died down, all her energy drained, still holding on to Castle she gave in, letting the numbing darkness take ahold of her.

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Time skip, 3 months

Y/N had become a shell of the girl she once was, she was never happy, she never smiled much, Castle was always there for her, she never fully let him in, not wanting her heart to break like it did once before, she never left the estate, practicing her powers.

"Y/N, are you Alright?" The girl turned to Castle "I'm fine" She stated bluntly before going back to her book, she was so quiet, her ears never perked up and her tail just rested limply, no movement.

"C'mon... You have to leave the house sometime..." Castle sighed, he didnt know doing this would break her so much "No I dont" She stated again, flipping a page "I'll come with you, please" The girl sighed and placed her book down, "Fine" She stood up, placing her book down.

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Castle happily walked with Y/N on his arm, glad she is out of the house, she looked blunt, like she normally did, three ling agonizing months of her being cold, the people at the hotel stopped looking for her, thinking she just ran away, Alastor never did though.

He felt lonely and empty without her there, her smile to brighten up his day and her irrisitable sent, god how he fell for her, but then she just, disappeared, his heart broke that day and even he changed, he wasnt his normal self, he would kill more and his smile more forced than ever, he wouldnt admit it but he was struggling himself.

Alastor walk taking a calming walk through his territory, as normal the demons passing him avoid him and try not to make eye contact. His heart fluttered as he caught a glimpse of Y/N's silky H/C hair.

He stopped walking as he inhaled Impossible He thought to himself before walking again, turning the corner, his heart nearly stopped. There she was, standing beside another demon, his hand gripped his staff tighter as he saw her arm wrapped around his.

He searched her pale face for her smile, his eyes desperate to see her pearly whites and her eyes glistening with curiosity, but he didnt, her lips formed a heavy line and her heres where dull and cold.